and seriously, my precious writing is out of place~~ something wrong with the format or the blog skin! haha.. i need ur help corrine! lols.. well anyways....
I am happy after talking to someone today! she's my very close friend in secondary sch and jc, though not close during jc times.. I should say hostile, which to think back, feel regretful.
she's very special to me, because she had been there for me when I have little friends and become the outcast in my class.. not because i am weird or i have horrible classmates.. is just that my classmates dont agree my doings for ponning school very frequently.. and with little intereactions with them, i am quite alone with my studies.. and she's another one who loves to skip sch with me, and since then, we became very close friends.. we talked about everything.. we go tuition together, we study together, we have stay overs..
we head to the same jc, and the next class. supposed to be very close and fortunate to have her with me in jc.. but somehow, we became hostile... probably i had my grp of friends in jc, she had hers. I had my opinion that's not her way of doing.. and i regret for being narrow-minded, not accepting her as my friend.. and friendship could be so superficial and fragile, that it's too fast to be realised.
i feel sorry, sorry to have let go such a true friend.. and after 2 yrs.. i initiate to talk to her.. though things are not the same anymore, the closeness is gone, but honestly, the familiar feeling is back..
it's fate that allow me to have known her, regretfully not treasured, I would thank her for being my friend, someone so true to me!
ohhhhh.. sounds so childish and mushy~~ haha. pardon me!
