hi all.. i shall blog!
okies.. i havent been blogging since quite some time.. and i think some people are anticipating to read my interesting blog.. hahhaa..
my sister poyi is back.. well, that's the reason why i didnt blog for such a long time.. and not replying ur msn messages.. that pig keep on using msn.. and the internet.. dunno chat with who also.. is ALWAYS chatting online.. lols.. i shouldnt complain so much.. since i dun really chat on msn..
i will introduce my eldest sis MANYEE! she will be back from US very soon.. should be reaching HK on 5 or 6 july.. looking forward to see her!
i think i gonna stop here.. not feeling well coz i got blocked nose and i am having a difficult time sucking air into my nostrils.. lols.. will blog soon!
2:32 AM
"Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you, I am lost.
1:51 AM
as usual, was at home the whole day.. most of the time sleeping and eating.. but today was a bit special coz i exercise by walking down to macdonalds to buy my HI-TEA set meal.. and i treat myself with fries coz of the great effort.. which includes: washing up, change clothes, wear shoes and walking down.. =p SO LAME.....
anyway, it's sat AGAIN! time flies when u have nothing to worry about =) happy times is always not enough.. yeayeayeayeayeayea.. another 4 days i will see POYI! finally she's back to go shopping with me la!
yupp.. and michele confirmed that she will study dentistry in uni of cork or cock? haha.. i seriously cannot differentiate.. nvm.. it's in ireland and it's quite near glasgow =) i have planned to visit u during the christmas break!! haha.. pls be my tour guide =) =) oh.. and i have another friend(which is my sis TJC schoolmate) studying in RCSI medicine.. he's a nice guy and can introduce u to him! hahaha.. and michele! update me ur flight and time and date and alll.. I WANNA KNOW~
SOPHIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~ what r u busy with? Are u helping out at ur sis's place and giving tuition? update me man!
sandyy disappear as usual la.. i was chatting with her on msn that day and she didnt reply me! break my delicate heart la.. hahaha.. must be busy going POP and dunno all her complicated shit.. but i think she missed me alot.. seriously! haha.. i am optimistic =)
and corrine!! i still have lotsssssssssssssss of hair OK! hahaha.. what not so much hair!?!?! well, enjoy life and ur reports!!=)
3:47 AM
OKIES today i am feeling happy.. I went out today to the bank and saw a shocking amount in my bank.. haha.. got about $HKD 7000 in my account.. yea.. but i deserve it.. i worked for it! actually the money was already there for a month or so, but didnt really bother to check my account coz i am LAZY..... haha.. now that i know i am rich TODAY.. i am already planning how to spend it.. =) mayb will use the money for travelling with my sis.. mayb to taiwan or thailand? MAYB only.. haha.. or just give the money to my mum la.. and den whenever i wanna use money just ask from her... i stand to gain.. LOLS>.< since i know i spend more than i earn.. like michele.. hahaha..
okies.. and i cut my hair SHORT! since the longer strands of hair tend to drop more often.. i have decided to cut it so that i wouldnt need to count the no. of hairs dropped.. hahaha.. that would make me happier coz i will imagine that my hair is growing and not dropping.. wadeva la.. hahahhaa.. talking nonsense again..
poyi is having her exams today! all the best and jia you!! will see u in a week's time =)
7:26 PM
haha.. didnt really update my blog recently.. and corrine said i MIA-ing.. wad is that? lols..
okies.. had been enjoying some drama series on this website- crunchyroll.com. have many many stuff there.. and it's quite up to date.. go try it when u are free ok! =)
other than watching movies and dramas, i did nothing much.. sleep and eat and den sleep.. haha.. and i think i became a bit fatter.. aiya.. shall eat less and move more to maintain my sexy figure.. hahahaha..
alrights.. today is 11th june.. which means my sis will be back in another 8 days time! YEA! long time no see and i am hoping to see my pretty sis and not my pretty fat sis.. hehe.. i guess she's still quite the same la..
oh.. and i know how to drive!!! yea! and i know how to park the car parallelly =) sandy doesnt know how to and i know.. lols.. i shall teach her someday when i get my licence! will have mypractical exams on 30 july.. i hope i can pass the first time round =)
yea and i am woorking on 21jun-24jun at the jewellery fair.. i hope poyi can work with me.. it's quite interesting to work at those places.. see many people and things..
okies.. i have got nothing much to blog.. these are the things that happened during this week.. nothing much.. hehe
oh ya mich! have u decided where to go? very curious man! and sops! when is uni going to start? haha.. keep me updated plsssss.. i am boredddddddddddddddd
8:52 PM
hey all~~
today was not a fruitful day.. didnt step out of my house and slacked at home the whole day.. haha.. actually not that bad either.. coz i was thinking about many people and their doings and concluded with my opinions.. anyway, the opinions are really quite personal and may be offensive, sooo.. i have decided not to say it here.. haha..
anyway.. i was thinking how lucky i am to have what i have today..
reasons that made me feel lucky:
1. i have a wonderful family, with caring members that always help and advise me when i need help.. especially in my studies.. my sisters will always always always be there for me.. i remember how my sisters and ryan help me in my testimonial and personal statement needed for uni application.. i really really appreciate it =) thanks a BILLION!!
i have wonderful parents =) my father.. he is selfless and he is respectful to us! he seldom scold us and he tries in vain to communicate with us like he's our friend.. haha. at least i feel comfortable talking to him.. and we always joke and laugh together.. and he invested his money and his life on his gals.. so.. whenever he talks about us to other people, he is very proud! and i am proud of him because he is proud of us.. haha.. starting to talk nonsense again.. oh and my mami!! she's one that doesnt really nag.. she bo chap everything most of the time.. and only when she cannot tolerate the mess at home, she will start throwing ALLL my things(including my shoes) into my room... coz my things will obstruct her way for the mahjong table -_- haha.. that's my mum! and i quite like it.. and my father and mami is very loving and seldom quarrel..
2. i have many good and close friends that make my teenage-hood much much much more fun! tthanks to those who walk into my life, brighten up my days and made my lonely days in singapore much more lively! i am really blessed to know these good friends from sec sch and jc times...
my 7 yr friend CORRINE! we always gossip together and talk on the phone for hours.. and she always accompany me when i am sian.. and always invite me to her place for dinner in the weekends..i feel the warm-ness from her family and i think they seriously like me alot huh.. haha.. and den we took diff. paths.. i went jc and she in poly.. but den we still meet up quite often! CHEERS corrine!
oh ya.. still got mich, sops, sandy who made life in aj much much much less dull.. haha.. i shall continue another time.. i am sian of typing already!
TO BE CONTINUED---------
countdown-18days!!
11:45 PM