hello!
going malaysia tmr~ excited for the tropical malaysia trip! haaha. would be absolute fun lols!
ytd went out with many friends and shopped for the whole day! SO shuang to shop shop shop shop and shop! haa. sounds so bimbotic =p
actually, i cant think now, too hungry to use my brains~ heh
another thing I want, to be happy miss sunshine! yea.. hooooray bimbo CY!
12:22 PM
heyhey~
good morning everyone! woke up at 6 plus for breakfast with michele and promised her to pack my stuff, but fell asleep again! tired la. haha. so she came back from swimming and scream at me! WTEVA~ lols
yesterday night was so moody and burst into tears suddenly.. haha. and michele got so scared and coldnt concentrate on her driving, and in the end, i was more scared den her~ so, i stop my emo-ness, for the good of our precious lives. hahaha
and before i slept yesterday, I realised one thing, I shouldnt be upset so easily, I shouldnt make people around me feel awkward feel unhappy with me, and most of all, it should be a happy time to spend with my friends, why so spoil spot?!
疼我的人比不疼我的人比起来，令我更珍惜我的拥有。
chungying is going shopping soooooooooon~~~ yea! have a nice day!
10:52 AM
yEa!
after a few days of eating, i mean overeating haha, I got some indigestion problem.. lols. feel bloated and feel like vomiting. argh. but luckily i took some medication..but still I am going to eat as usual! nothing can stop me from eating! WAHAHA
So, just now went JUMBO to eat great food, chilli crab, shark's fin soup, and seafooooood~~ with mich's family =) yummy~~ though not too full =p after a hour, mich drove to upp. thomson road and we went to prata house to eat PRATA and milo dinosaur.. ohh. fattening fattening supper, haha. nvm. will exercise on monday, no worries...
ohhhhhhh relaxing carefree holidays, I am really enjoying you!! =) =)
11:40 PM
hey~
pleasant windy day! was supposed to wake up at 7 AM with mich to go swimming with her, but I am really too tired and LAZY. haha. so i continued my sound sleep and off she went for her weight losing activity!
and something very pleasant to hear from my friends, either justice or mercy, they said i lost weight and looks slimmmmer!! hahahaa.. well, i trust them for once.. HAHAHA everyone seemed to change quite a bit.. mostly the appearance wise coz i think we aint the schooling girl anymore.. we look really like young adults =) and our character are still wonderful and fun loving~~~ hahaha.. ohhh. i miss their accompany!!
yay! corrine! and xinying! meeting up soon, am really excited how much did we changed or we are still as crappy and rubbish as ever! hahaha!
and 1 thing i realised after my good sleep, to be happy and do things that makes you happy is the best way to love yourself and the people who really cared for you. to see my happpy friends, I am really glad as this is influencing me too =)
12:44 PM
blogging in michele's house!
meet up with the deariess sand, sops and mich! talk rubbish and chit chat the whole day.. and the first time all of us went arcade and play like young childish kids! cant believe we are all uni students.. screaming and laughing like some idiots.. hahaha!!
quite tired today after the flight and the laughings and bitching.. hahaaa. and amazingly, I feel happy to be in singapore again! I miss this nice garden city and the singlish =p I STILL FEEL IN PLACE =)
k. i am tired! will blog very sooonnn~~~~
12:02 AM
Fighter - Christina Aguilera
After all you put me through
Youd think Id despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger
When i, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess i, I couldnt trust
Called your bluff, time is up
cause Ive had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, youre wrong
cause if it wasnt for all that you tried to do
I wouldnt know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you
cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, youre going around
Playing the victim now
But dont, even begin
Feeling Im the one to blame
cause you dug your own grave
After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that wont work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, its over
cause if it wasnt for all of your torture
I wouldnt know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in dnial
But in the end youll see
You-wont-stop-me
I am a fighter and i
I aint goin stop
There is no turning back
Ive had enough
cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
9:46 PM
yay!
today went hospital check up with my grandma and played mah jong with her! lols..
and went to eat japanese food with papa and my auntie coz mum is not home.. ooooooooooo.. the foood is really quite good, and the pumpkin ice cream iss sooo nicee~~ =) =) and i think i ate toooo much food and raw food.. my stomach not feeling too well.. need to pang sai soon.. hope not lao sai la.. haha. but it's still worth it after eating soo much nice foood! lols!
a simple and rainy day,
and chungying enjoys the time spent~ except the walking in the rain part.
对人没有期望，就不会失望。。真的。。
10:45 PM
Hello~~
tiring day today...
and actually my dad said that i become much more mature.. can't believe it.. The always kiddish and crazy me is praised by my dad, the person who gave me the kiddish title! yay.. chungying has grown up a bit =)
through experiences, advices and things you observe, you teach yourself everyday. I may not be an effective teacher, i may not be a bright student, but I am sure I will learn things slowly, no matter how much I fall on the way, no matter how much i try in vain.
and true enough, my vulnerability will only make me stronger.
情感，那了解呢？
1:43 AM
Chungying's literature is overwhelming myself lols. So, here are some thoughts after reading a random book, and getting emotional.. haha. so better pen it down rather than to keep it to myself. =)
Honesty is humanity
Why do people who tell lies avoid eye contact? Why do liars feel threatened when you start questioning about their lies? Because he is subconsciously aware that there is something not to let out, there is a deep secret; probably piles of lies, in him that shouldn’t be revealed for it will ruin everything that he tried to build up. And why will he ask if you trust him from time to time? He needs reassurance, the suspicious someone is paranoid and is not confident with his imperfect lies. So, the deal is, to keep asking and he will be so threatened that he give up, either to reveal the true him or to make another lie to end his lies with this person. And the end result is: he solved his problems and move on for another hunt. And the victim would learn from this short, but painful lesson and thank him for the real life experience that is fundamental for a more developed maturity. Well, another noble but foolish way is for the victim to be pretentious, you act to know him as the person he presents himself as, and wait for him to slowly and repentantly to reveal his true colours. But more often than not, it wouldn’t happen. Instead, you would have a long and more painful lesson, though you might be able to gain more from it because you gave chance for him to repent for his mistakes. It is humane to be honest with yourself; being dishonest can be seen as digging your own grave, you make things in your life complicated, and giving yourself more excuses time to time, and most importantly, it is your heart that you are against. You can fool anyone out there, but not your inner self, not your true self and your loved ones, especially your family.
Lies after lies, would you have forgotten the simplicity of trueness, even within your personal space?
9:48 PM
SUNDAY!
today was family day, so my family all woke up at 12 plus and went to find food and shop.. didnt buy much stuff today coz i werent in the mood.. haha. first, was raining, second, the shopping centre was packed with people, third, my dad was with me! hahaha. dun wanna let him see how i burn his money lols.
So, went shopping and we went to the wet market to prepare for dinner! and i think i really really shouldnt have wore slippers. the place was crowded and wet, not the main problem, and i stepped on a pool of blooody fish fluid. yuckssss. and i felt real disgusted with the fishy and blooody smell.. heh. so mayb another reason to get new pair of slippers =p
relaxing day~ had home cooked foood and watched tv and chat with family for the night. heh. this is wad i call HOLIDAYS! =)
revealing the innocent me! *puke*
our shopping victory and my messy room!
1:20 AM
So, after the 4 days trip to hk, michele had all her branded goods and pretty clothes back to singapore! Of course, not forgetting the humongous amount of food that she ate and bought back! =) =) hope you had fun my dear! chungying welcomes you to come again!! with free accomodation, free tour guide and a very funny and irritating entertainer.. hahaha. bombard you with all my repeated non sense and emotional talks.. HAHAHA. thanks for not shutting me up, my patient michele =)
well, had lots of fun, and guess need take some rest after the few busy days.. heh. very used to relaxing and slacking days, like doing nothing and thinking of nothing or stupid things the whole day, eating eating and more eating, and should be time to do some exercise! michele, i come singapore go gym and play badminton together kkz! to update, i didnt gain weight, still the sexy, curvy chungying.. HAHAHA. whatever impression u once have for me, still me!! =)
from this nutshell, above the well, and maybe to somewhere I never realised.
7:26 PM
michele asked me to blog!!! after 5 months? wow! five looooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggg monthssss.. heh
many emotions, very happy, very unhappy, very upset, very motivated, very stressed up, very relaxed, very hopeful, very hopeless.. and now very carefree! yupps. coz it's the end of the first month of my summer holidays!! another 2 and a half month to go.. haha.. and i have long long plans for my wonderful, sunshine holidays =)
well, my michie is in my room now! ohhhh.. stop touching me michie!! hhahaha.. she's in HK to visit me and shop shop shop like crazy! she's leaving tmr, ohhhh sad, but i will be in singapore very soon! happy anyone? lols. i will be back soon, SOON! for my dearies, i remember all ur numbers =) for other friends, pls leave me ur contacts on msn so that i can find u guys kkz! i dont have the sg contacts with me now..
shall upload some photos me and the attractive''''' michele! HAHA
seafood!
SMILESS
SMILE HAPPIER!!
you can turn off the sun but i'm still gonna shine, even brighter.
1:49 AM
