Friday, August 31, 2007

hello people!

well, i am now back to normal mood =)

haiz. but i was thinking abt how to live with ppl,especially my sis, happily.. i think i might have a problem with this.. coz this is always the problem..
hmmm. i admit that it takes 2 hands to clap.. and i am also aware of my weakness.. but den i am trying to change and at the meantime, feel comfortable.. i wont want to change myself to suit others and feel damn unhappy.. u get wad i mean?


i do whatever the way i want to, as long as i like it.
well, i am sure most people are like that.. and this may seem like i am too pampered and spoilt.. however.. everytime i do something.. i will still consider other factors and if i think it's reasonable, i will do it.. and if another person see my doings as immature, ridiculous or wadeva, i will really be unhappy.. and furthermore, if the person impose their own opinions and principles on me and force me to follow wad they are doing, i will be utimately pissed off.. different people have different thinking and principles to hold tightly to. and now i am considered a grown up, 19 yr old to be. so, i think people should also give me some privacy and freedom and not be my mother to tell me wad to do. anyway, my parents will never do that. so, i thought abt it, my principles that i hold tightly to is: freedom and privacy-- which lead to peace and happiness.

and sometimes, caring and intruding can be really close and also result in extreme emotions, happy and angry. So, once caring cross the border to intruding, it's like love turning to hatred. How do we know where to stop?well, difficult... but i am sure that u can feel when is it. when u see someone feeling happy or sad regarding a certain issue and looks for someone to talk to, den u can show the caring side of u. but when it's something very personal and hides it away, den dont intrude. oh and if it's a person's habits(be it good or bad), and u dont like it and doesnt really affect u, den dont bother to try and change that person since it's the HABITS.. which means it's hard to change. well, but if it really affects u, den just say it.. and i am sure the other party would be considerate enough to compromise.

staying together is abt compromising, privacy and freedom. This is the best way to stay happily. Giving freedom and privacy, u would not see the things and doings of the other person that u think it's wrong or ridiculous, and u wont feel angry.

Well, there are a lot of things that u can do, but u might not want to coz the other person might not like it. if it's nevermind to u, it doesnt mean that the other party think the way u think.


7:06 PM

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

today i am quite moody... mayb of the weather and thunder, but well, doesnt really make any difference to me since i am always under the roof.

slowly, i shall analyse why i am feeling this way..

1. mayb because i got to start sch in one month's time.. and the holidays will be over and i will have to leave home and i will miss my parents and i have to make new friends and i have to adapt to that SO foreign environment once again.. well, i always tell myself to be optimistic.. really..

so, from this moment, i will tell myself that i should feel glad that sch's starting and i am not going to waste my brains away.. and i have the chance to study what i want and have a bright future.. and i am gonna be independent and be strong when i leave home.. and since my sis is with me, i will be less homesick.. and i can make new friends and learn another new culture.. oh man.. i must believe in what i said in order to have a happy day tmr.. well, at least i will try..

2. i am starting to pack and prepare for the stuff to bring to UK.. and i hate the feeling of packing... coz it's like i have to pack everything away from home,which also includes me.. and den my home will be quiet, empty and joyless without us around.. and my parents will abandon that OH SO DUSTY and QUIET roomss that i am using now.. nonetheless, i am quite used to this.. leaving home again... but i guess this is the reason why i cherish my family so much. i couldnt imagine the kind of relationship we will have if we never leave home when we were young..mayb we see one another everyday and treat them as if they are transparent.. or start an arguement ridiculously... haiz. i will miss my parents and i will spend more time with them when i am still in HK..

third reason why i am so moody coz i haven been out for this week.. and most of the time on the bed watching dvds and eating.. and probably think of all the negative things..

to make tmr a happier day, i will sleep early tonight and meet my dad for lunch tmr and shop around.. shopping makes my spirits HIGH.. haha.

so, i should be more optimistic in my counting down too.. i shall change the counting to:

25 happy days with family---left
and 25 days more for a new, meaningful and challenging life!

and yes, i am motivating u too michele!

16 sunny, happy days with family and
16 days nearer to a bright future!


2:22 AM

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

hey all! some random photos from my cam! enjoy!!


taken in FOOD ADDICT, sopp's sis's shop! well, the food is good and the cheesecake IS yummilicious~~~~~



SEE!!! I am so loved!
=)



wow.. look at sandy's seductive pose!




stay over at sand's place..





she says" hi, do i look cute or retarded?"

I said,



this is what i call CUTE! hahaha.. oks. i am so BHB =)






her love for the four-legged doggy!







me and serious michele.. =)



MR song hua the handsome and me.. hahaha





at east coast with CORRRRINE"S family.. i love the one in pink and blue =) and the orange too! haha.. the orange shell crabs are very goodd!


4:12 AM

Sunday, August 26, 2007

heya! so today is sunday!! haha. finally step out of my house =)
went to alot of places today with my family.. first went to yum cha in the morning and den off we went to mongkok to shop.. and i saw many interesting people and events..haha.. shall list them
1. i saw how aggressive and fierce hong kongers are.. in not more den 15minutes, we walked pass 2 heated argument.. and i thought they are really ridiculous.. siao one.. haha..

2. i saw some sort of 'fa lun gong' protesting on the ROAD.. with policeman guiding their way.. well, i think this is called freedom of speech.. haha. i think it's only HK that's soo extreme.. allowing people to protest on a busy road.. causing the bad traffic, so bad that the cars are not even moving.. the only times when i walked freely on the road is when it is the big walk day.. haha..

3. i saw a group of people persuading public to bane death penalty.. and asked for our signature to support them.. and of course, i signed.. haha. coz my dad signed..
anyways, i think death penalty should be banned too.. coz it is cruel, unfair and also, ripes a person's freedom to live.. though the words i used seemed superficial.. but den.. after some thinking.. i still feel this way..haha. see ar.. firstly, if the BAD GUY really did something very wrong.. they are not even given the chance to repent.. and i think life imprisonmnet allows them to repent and this long torture is worst than death penalty.. haha... anyway.. just random stuff.. but my mum said they should die coz they waste the food resources and all.. haha.. well, this is a bit too practical.. but den this is how the society works.. and how the people survive in this society.. to be practical.

these are the interesting things i saw on one of the busy streets in Hk.. and den we went to another place for our steak dinner! yummmy!!! reall nice la.. with the bloody beef.. haha.. i am not scolding the beef.. but the beef is really bloody.. haha.. that bloody beef.. =)


really tired after walking for a day. so how did u enjoy ur weekend? =)


28 days left for CHUNGYING and

17days left for MICHELE hahaha. good luck gal!


9:38 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

DEAR ALLLLLLLLLLLL, I am back to HK already!!
okies, i have to apologise to everyone in singapore that i suddenly decided to go back HK earlier! SORRY! FIrstly, to clarify, i didnt leave singapore coz i am bored! sooooo pls dun feel guilty or wad ok! I came back because i wanted to spend more time with my family.. i left 39 days with them.. and if i stay in singapore for sooo long, I will feel damn damn damn guilty alright! SORRY GALSSS and thanks for everything.. really..

I shall now start my speech: and in alphabetical order,

corrine-----



to my 7 yrs and still counting best jie mei,
thanks for all the times that we spent together all these yrs.. thanks for your patience, endurance, care, understanding, smile, laughters, jokes.. thanks for the friendship!! it's been 7 yrs and i am glad that we are still as close! many of my friends find it surprising that i still in contact with my sec 1 friend! although we went different classes, schools, paths and now, countries.. i still feel the strong bond between us.. we never fail to make jokes and laugh like retards.. we always find something to say and it's nv boring to be with u.. u are always willing to help me whenever i hint or ask from u.. haha.. THANKS! seemed like abit too mushy.. BUT it's from the bottom of my heart and seriously, u will love reading it.. again and again! =) thanks my dear and will have to wait another 9 months or so to see u again! haha.. but i will always update my blog and i am sure u will read it! i will read urs too! with lotsssss of love, CHUNGYING



Michele---


to my lame-est friend ever,

thanks for accompanying me when i was in singapore! u are one friend that is always free to go out and waste money.. haha.. BUT, we enjoy it! seemed like u are so loved by your family.. they simply do everything for u man.. u BABY! haha.. but u will get used to be alone when u r in ireland la.. OK! time really flies, and it's now 17 august already! another 27 days for u =) hahaha.. soon it will be 7, very very fast..

actually really glad to have u as my classmate, my close friend, my listening ears and of course my shopping kakee! u retarded gal always laugh at things that are not funny at all.. but watch u laughing make me feel like joining ur craziness! good that i have introduced u to ireland and soon we will be studying the things we want to =) here, i wish u all the best for everything.. haha.. and ur jeremy =) =) LOLS YOUR AS-CRAZY-AS-YOU FRIEND chungying!
Sandy!



i dun think she will read my blog.. but still i must blog abt her.. haha.. sandy see is the rich gal who shop like siao.. and that's how u got into flashimp to know SIMON DA GE! haha. thanks for sending me to the airport baby! really appreciate it coz u are like SO DAMN BUSY.. and still u spend time with me!! love this CHIO bu to bits.. although we werent realy friends in j1, haha.. but den u realised that there is a chio bu in ur class(it's me) and u want to befriend me =) i like ur determination in doing things.. and ur frank opinion.. NOT HYpocritic =p anyways, hope u can be a tai tai soon, and seing u around shopping at paragon.. haha.. must keep in touch u woman!
SOPSSSSSSSSSS






my dear sophiaaaaaaaaa! u are such a nice and friendly gal.. always fetching me to school! and made CWO out of my life.. haha.. and u always be my novena(my maid) no. 2 in sch.. hehehe.. always asking u to help me carry this, keep tat, do this, do that, follow me and all.. and go with me to toilet every morning to LOOK at someone..haha.. but wad else can u do SOPHIA! hahaha.. JOKING! u are always forgiving and da fang.. i like it! being friends for like 3 yrs.. nv seen u throw ur temper at your friendsssss! dunno u can endure ppl or u cant be bothered la.. hahaha.. BUT 1 thing i know is U LOVE UR FRIEND HERE! u xia sway queen! cry at the airport when i leave singapore!! while u cry, i felt really happy =) not because i am saddistic.. but knowing that u miss me made me feel loved.. and frankly, i wanted to tear while u cry.. but i didnt.. haha.. coz i was too happy to cry! yeaaa.. i will definitely miss u my dear and remember not t pon sch again! hehehe.. may your god bless you and your family.. and remember to keep in touch hor!! I AM MISSING U ALREADY! how i wish i can bring u to UK to study together.. i will see u not too soon but still in one year's time.. LOVE YA!!


FOOD ADDICT=)


10:30 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

=)

heya! it's sat!
actually didnt have any plans for today and wanted to slack at home and watch my VCDS...
hehe, but i am just too popular among my friends.. =) haha.. only at 10 AM in the morning i've got another date.. hahaha.. so got up from my cozy bed and met up with SANDY! had ban mian and shop for a little while.. and den i went home again to take a nap coz i woke up at 10AM!!

yupss.. tat's for the day time.. and den i went east coast for SRI LANKA CRABS with corrine's family.. hmmm. was thinking for quite some time whether to go anot.. haha.. coz i know if i go, corrine is going to pay MORE for the dinner.. and i felt quite pai seh.. but on the other hand, i wanted to see corrine's mum and celebrate her birthday! furthermore, i realised that i would have to eat alone for dinner if i don't go.. SOOO>.< being the greedy me, i went.. haha.. ate ALOT OF FOOD and of course lotsssssss of crabs.. yummmy.. especially the chilli crab.. it's GOODDD! i love love love the sauce with the bread.. haha.. i prefer the sauce to the crab.. soooo stupid of me.. =)

had a fantastic dinner-THE GOOD CHILLI CRABS and home sweet home! thanks for the dinner corrine! sooo.. newton will be on me!

yeaaa.. going off to watch my VCDS =)

i am still enjoying this carefree life-------- but such days are numbered.. i got to start school soon! haha.. mayb i should start counting down

42 days left!


1:29 AM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

HEYHEYHEY!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPOREANS!

ok.. today is national day.. and almost everyone on the street is in RED.. =)
went out with corr, songhua, bernard.. and we slack around the whole day.. as usual.. firstly, we planned to fly kite.. and when we reached marina bay, we decided not to because the place is really crowded... haha.. SO.. we went city hall's marina square to eat and eat.. haha.. i must introduce the japanese ice-cream there.. i ate the dark choc. one.. its like not too sweet, a bit bitter and it melts in your mouth SLOWLY! YUMMY!!good.. i will go there again JUST for the ice-cream! actually took some photos with them.. but will upload it when i am back to hk.. and den we went to the mind's cafe! wow.. great place for u to play boardgames! really good place and it's very comfortable and many many variety of games! i shall visit there soon =)

oh ya... on tues.. i went to sakae sushi with michele! hahaha.. and i love sakae sushi.. ONLY THAT PS BRANCH! hahaa.. coz me and mich ate like alot of food just at only..... S$7.25! hahaha.. not because the food is cheap, but i think they gave us EXTRA discount.. hahaha.. all thanks to michele's discount card that BLURRED the sotong cashier! ok.. the bill should be around S$18 dollars and den mich show the SOTONG her 10% off discount card.. and to our surprise, he gave us $10 discount instead.. thanks thanks.. we will be back for another $10 discount our dear CASHIER! HAHAHA

oh and went queensway yesterday to shop around and eat IKEA's meatballs! nice =)
den at night, went sandy's house with sops to meet up with gary, szeloong they all.. played mahjong for a while and went home coz sopps is like falling asleep =p

oh and sopps took many photos with goldy(sopps call it jin jin), sandy's dog. and to my surprise, sopps admitted that she can talk to the dog.. wow.. wad an amazing dog herself.. hahaha.. anyways, will upload the photos when i am back hk!


ok.. had been going out everyday.. hahaaa.. and ate alot of good food! i still wanna eat chicken rice, laksa and newton!! anyone willing to go with me! haha.. DATE ME and make appointment with me =)

ok.. will blog soon!


11:24 PM

Monday, August 06, 2007

HELLO!


so i am in singapore now! met up with most of my BUDDIES and i realised that i MISS their laughters! and also mine =) after not meeting for 2 monthssss..


okies.. I met up with michele on friday to get sophia's present(opps really quite last minute but it's the thought that countsss.. ) and we had dinner at ank mo kio hub AGAIN.. haha.. always eating at fish and co. o.o


and sat was suppose to meet up with mich, sop and sandy.. but den everyone got something to do.. sooo i just met up with sophia for dinner at her sis's shop.. haha.. was really surprised.. coz the food is superb! the pizza is good, the sphagetti is ABSOLUTELY a FOOD ADDICT.. haha.. and most importantly, the CAKE, THE CHEEESSSEE CAKE.. shoick man.. really irresistable man.. hahaha.. may the shop earn LOADS of money =)


and today, sunday, went out with CORRINE SIN! haha.. went to vivo city and took some stupid photos.. lols.. we went shopping at those more branded shops and realised that it's not our cup of tea.. true.. coz the clothes are really overpricedd.. so, today was window shopping.. oh.. instead, we got our facial products from kiehl's!! very very happy! i quite trust this product coz my second sis used it and her skin is flawless now! =) and i wanna have her complexion la.. so i am gonna try kiehl's products..





ok.. some photos taken at vivo city =) =) the evidence of our happy times!!




ME AND MY MODEL BOYFRIEND =)



corrine and me in the breeze!


Another one =)


this hat is perfect to protect myself from the BIG DAMN SUN!


12:24 AM

ABOUT ME
Chungying
18



WISHES...
to be HAPPY!

to be loved by people around me



HISTORY
November 2006
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
May 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008





EXiTS
Corrine
Xinying
Szeloong
Songhua
Evy



SPEAK YOUR MIND



chungying with loads of love!

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