hello hello! yea.. Finally persuaded my dad to let me learn driving! heh.. paid for the course today and will be having my writing test in May =) *grins* I am learning AUTO instead of MANUAL coz i may not be able to make it for manual.. lols.. and i have to pass the first time round coz i wouldnt have much time to retake! YEA! though my family doesnt own a car.. but just in case i need to drive somehow.. =) I AM HAPPY but my dad is super sad bcoz i am burning his money again.. LOLS.. i hope he can get over with it soon.. hahaha..
And my mum called back from Singapore today and told me something super stupid abt SOPHIA.. My mum met up with sophia to get my house letter box keys.. and den i asked my mum to treat sops LAO PO BING(wife biscuit).. and that clever gal happily went to collect it without bringing the keys la! that greedy and forgetful pig! hahaha. good for nothing.. LOLS.. hahahhaha.. I AM JOKING SOPS! i am not gonna criticize again.. lols. haha.. so they gonna meet up again i think.. hahaaaa.. i hope sops wont bring the wrong keys the next time they meet.. THANKS ANYWAY!! =)
Went to the gym today.. and bodycombat class.. i am feeling so fit now! heh.. Will go for yoga and pilates classes soon! oh.. thinking of yoga.. i remember a joke michele told me.. there was this woman in some weird position in a yoga class.. and den she was very tensed up.. so the instructor asked her to relax.. and all of a sudden.. a loud "boooooo" sound was heard.. HAHA.. the woman farted! LOLS.. yoga is really a good exercise! it uses ALL muscles in the body.. including the muscles in the asshole.. hahahhaa.. i shall try it soon! =p
12:28 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
"Instead of condemning people, let's try to understand them. Let's try to figure out why they do what they do. There's a lot more profitable and intriguing than criticism; it breeds sympathy, tolerance and kindness. To know all is to forgive all." I read this short paragraph from a book and i was thinking abt it..
anyway, I am someone that cannot take criticism and will get angry and offended easily.. I am extremely sensitive to the words pple use, especially words from insensitive pple.. yea.. say i am petty i will scream at u! hahaha. I have to learn how to accept criticism and even try to thank the person that criticised me for pointing out my mistakes and giving me a chance to improve. I should be TOLERANT and OPEN TO OPINIONS.. i should get rid of my stubborn, childish and pampered characteristics..
However, is criticising the best way to convey a message? i dun think so because i dun like pple doing it on me and i seldom do it on pple. Humans are emotional creatures that like to be appreciated and hate it when others condemn them like they are total losers.. First, it will demoralise the person, second, it will stir up hatred btw them... So, i guess the best way is to be sensitive towards pple's feelings and put words nicely in such a way that u seemed really helpful and caring instead of being aggressive and ego..
*this is a random comment, not specifically saying anyone.. dun be sensitive hor!
11:43 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
went to my mum's hair dresser to cut my hair.. HORRIBLE =/ look like a super idiotic gal now la! though i look like one even without the hair cut.. lols.. that hair dresser was like cuting until so pro and i took off my specs.. soo.. i didnt know how she manage to make such a bad hair cut.. hahaha.. nvm. i shall nv go there again! luckily my hair grow damn fast.. so within a week or two i will look normal again.. heh..
yupp.. i applied to NTU and NUS le! and nice sophia is gonna help me pay the application fees first.. thanks SOPPPPP! i am really too much la.. always troubling her =p will give u a kiss when i am back! hehehehe.. i will be back on 14th april i think.. so if u peeps need me to help u get something or wad just tell me! i will shop for it and charge interest! =)
this week is a busy week.. coz my mum is flying to singapore tmr and i got to do some housework.. ok.. mayb only doing the necessary ones like washing clothes and... i hope that's all.. hahaha.. i am very lazy la. oh and i got to go for english classes and of course GYM~ =) lose weight remember? yea.. and my test is on sat... busy week!
that's all for now~~ ppl, enjoy your week! =)
9:52 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
hey all! I am going to lose weight.. seriously!! haha.. Had been whining at home until my mum cannot stand it and ask me to SHUT UP.. lols.. she cook the dishes add sooo much oil -_- and den when i try to stop her, she will give excuses like "no oil not nice..." and all the shit.. den the oil in my body nice meh! fat like a piece of shit.. hahaha.. SO i am gonna go on a diet--- NO FOOD COOKED BY MUM--- gonna cook for myself.. so that i can STEAM the meat and BOIL the vegetable without oil.. YES i WILL hahaha.
oh.. and i am gonna go to the gym every alternate days.. i will i will i will.. haha.. so planning to lose 5 kg in 3 months.. very reasonable and i know it can be done! hahaha.. although there's no more sophia and michele to run 10 rounds on the track with me =/ yaaa.. last time when i was in JC1, they encourage me to lose weight la! SO SWEET loh.. haha.. they will like unwillingly run with me after school or after PE.. lols.den i know they very sian and tired.. den always bargain with me.. especially sophia.. she will say" dun need to run 10 rounds la, very tiring.. run 8 rounds can already" heh.. and three of us always go to Bishan gym to exercise.. THANKS DEARIES! I lost 10 kg because of them ok! i am so proud to have them as my buddies.. lols.. buddy buddy.. =)
Tmr going yum cha with my cousin, my cousin's baby and my cousin's mother in the afternoon.. yuppp.. and i am planning to go california fitness before that.. i hope i can wake up early =) okies, gonna sleep early den.. ~ciao~
11:15 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
heys! I got the lyrics for this song- way back into love- =) I heard this song when i was watching Music and Lyrics in UK some time ago.. haha.. but didnt bother to DL it so i asked my friend to send me.. haha..i think it's really a beautiful song that has a nice melody and very touching lyrics.. I can relate to the lyrics.. this song is a reflection of me.. and I am lovin' it! ('',)
Way Back Into Love - Music and Lyrics
I’ve been living with a shadow, over head I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed I’ve been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away just in case I ever need them again someday I’ve been setting aside timeto clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can’t make through without a way back into loveOh-oh
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs I know that it’s out there there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light Not somebody just to get me through the night I could use some direction and I’m open to your suggestions
All I wanna do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to youI’m hoping you’ll show me what to do and if you’ll help me to start again you know that I’ll be there for you in the end
Learn to love the ones that deserve to be loved
3:48 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
For the past few days i had been considering whether i should study medicine in Glasgow. I am offered a place in the universiy of glasgow, which means i have to make a decision to confirm the place. I dunno if i should study medicine. First, it's very expensive.. the total cost for 5 yrs of tuition fees is S$300,000.. so if i decide to study, i must must pass the course, get the degree, and den be a doctor and earn back the money. And to pass the course, i have to work extremely extremely hard.. i admit that i am not smart and bright, i am just hardworking.. and i have to put in much more effort den the rest to compensate my 'not so smart' disability. so, it means that i will be under a lot of stress and have to work very hard.. and i am not sure if i can handle it.. but in any case if i decide to study medicine, i must handle the stress even if i cannot.. it's a large sum of money and i wont wanna disappoint my parents and waste their hard- earned money..
Another option is to study pharmacy/ nutrition and dietetics in Australia. It is less expensive there and thus less stressful for me. Not that I can drop out halfway, but the course mayb easier and the chances of failing is lower.. I have already applied to several universities and waiting for them to give offers.. However, there is a problem.. the semester only starts in FEB which means that i have to wait for another half a yr.. and they may not offer any place before october.. so there is a risk, a small one though, that i may end up nowhere if i were not offered any place from Australia.. Plus that my dad doesnt encourage me to study any course except medicine.. He thinks that studying pharmacy and dietetics is not worth his investment.. hmmm. i understand his point.. but i think that studying what i want is the most important.
I seriously have to know what i want to study. i am confused~ many factors to consider, any course has its pros and cons and the main problem is i dunno want i want!
But i know that if i want to study medicne, it will be in glasgow and not anywhere else.. coz my sister is there studying and it provides a guranteed internship.. it is the only uni that provides a guranteed internship out of the many universities i applied. yupp, and that is very important according to my dad. If i want to study pharmacy, it will be in Australia and not Ireland. Australia is much much cheaper and i dun think my dad is gonna take out more money to let me study in ireland..
Hmmm. will have to consider carefully and wisely.. my future is in my own hands! and i can say this is my first time deciding on study matters.. From choosing sec sch and jc to choosing the subjects to stud in jc, it is all decided by my sisters.. i have no say.. and yet this time, i have to decide for my own future.. hmmm. will have a difficut time.. but i will make a decision soon.. =)
1:29 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
Today is a super happy day!! =) =) =) oks, mayb not in the afternoon.. haha.. coz when i woke up, my mum told me a REALLY bad news.. she stained my new NIKE tee- shirt ()*@#&*@^ she mixed her black clothes with my light coloured tee shirt la.. and den still scream at me" next time u wash ur own clothes" and as usual, i gave a -_- face and didnt bother.. heh.. spoil my clothes nv apologise and still scream at me.. haha.. so i decided to take my revenge.. haha.. not really revenge.. but i asked her for more money to buy clothes to replace my NEW nike tee-shirt.. and mayb feeling guilty or wad, she gave me $$! haha.. so, i am not that bu shuang now coz i bought 3 shirts to replace 1.. lols. Just now, like a few hours ago, i was checking my email.. and den i received an email from UCAS(organisation for uni application in UK) asking me to log in on the UCAS website in check my application status! I was damn damn sad.. coz everytime i receive email from this organisation, it's"application unsuccessful".. so sadly, i logged in and was expecting the word"unsuccessful".... hahaha.. but den when i looked carefully, it's "conditional offer"! weet* hahahaha.. damn happy la and stared at the word again just in case i am imagining things.. haha.. =) yea yea yea! my sis is studying there and it would be nice being there with my sis.. at least i got someone to guide me.. hmmm. i am not sure whether i will study there coz my sis dun think that the system suits me.. nvm la, still very happy coz i got the chance to choooose! yea! I told my papa and he was very happy for me too =) So, it's a really happy HAPPY day!
LOVE YA for today only =p
11:44 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
i was listening to my mum's conversation with my grandmother, and i am totally shocked when i heard what they were saying.. but i thought it was very extreme, shall share with u pple! my auntie had a fight with my uncle and den my auntie is planning to chop him.... really chop him with a knife! siao cha boh! she seriously got mental problem la. last time chopped once already.. den my uncle got a scar on his back! stupid bitch! I seriously hate her! oh ya, and now she still pregnant some more.. wah biang.. and the family have some financial problems.. den still wanna quarrel.. full of problems man! I hope everything will turn out fine.. and in any case, i think my uncle can protect himself la.. NO PROBLEM! If not, i can apply my kick- boxing skills to protect my cousins and uncle.. WAHAHAHA.. I AM SAILORMOON! hahaha.. jk la! okies, shouldnt gossip so much.. is their family problem.. not mine..
okies, today so usual, woke up at 1 plus =p and den went to my dad's office to study =) =) remember? i got test soon la.. haha.. den like 5 plus, my dad wanted to slack and ask me have high- tea with him.. haha.. NO WAY! he's sick and shouldnt eat so much.. den i stuffed him with my digestive biscuits haha.. and he sadly ate it.. heh.. went california fitness FINALLY! haha.. haven been there for more than a month.. i wasnt lazy ok! i went UK and SIngapore haha.. yupp.. so i ran for 30 mins plus and did some other machines to tone my FLABBY BYE BYE ARMS.. hahaha! Rushed home to watch my fav tv show.. HK shows are really more interesting den Singapore shows =P oh ya.. i finished watching GREY'S ANATOMY season 1 and 2! i wanna watch season 3.. but not out yet.. =/ looking forward to spend my nights on it.. hehehehe.. damn super good!
okies, i will sleep early tonight! i am gonna use my brainssssss tmr for ISAT test! all the best to me =)
9:01 PM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Did you ever feel that everything was so right in your life you'd have nowhere to go but downhill? I was thinking of this question for quite some time, and i realised that i had never felt this way. Mayb i dun feel this way because i am always not satisfied.. mayb i dun feel this way because i dun appreciate the beautiful things happening around me.. or even because i do many things blindly just to go uphill.. Nothing is so right and i just take it all for granted.. like i seriously deserve it.. I think i should step back and think what will be sooo right in my life.. hmm. mayb not now bcoz i am still far from my perfect dream.. having a career that i will enjoy most, having a loving family that i feel so comfortable in and seeing my dear parents enjoying life.. especially my dad. I hate to see him work so hard without caring for his health just bcoz of her daughters' future.. yesss, so now, going uphill and through the process, i promise that i will give more attention to the experiences and not just the results. Feeling very regretful for not doing so in jc and especially in sec sch.. =/ nvm, just very random thoughts.. dun bother understanding wad i wrote.. hahaaa.. coz i dun really understand when i read it =p heh
okies, taking ISAT test on thurs.. ISAT will test my critical thinking and reasoning.. haha.. so i cannot prepare for it.. firstly, there is no past yr questions and secondly, i dun have time.. it's on THIS THURSDAY and i know the test date just today.. lols. wish me all the best man and also hope that i can still think after not using my brains for so long.. haha..
yup, and i haven decided which course to choose for the unis in singapore.. dunno la.. it's so competitive in singapore.. the courses that i wanna take need like at least 3 A.. and a decent GP grade... haha. I NO HOPE for these courses la! nvm.. will apply to other less competitive ones.. haha. well, at least i know that i will study science related courses like biochem, chem, but nth related to physics.. haha. i DUN like physics! okies, i still have 2 weeks or so to think abt it.. so no hurry.. yupp.. will make a wise decision =)
Today, i am full of thoughts.. hahaha..and one thing i think is very true for me.. I seriously have difficulties expressing my true inner self to people.. not that i dun want to, but sometimes, it's just difficult.. see.. i cant even express how i am feeling now.. ok.. mayb is my poor language skills.. =p but sometimes i really dun speak my true feelings.. mayb i dun dare to show my true feelings because i am not confident enough to do so.. or mayb i am afraid of rejection.. i dunno. i am trying to overcome this fear in my heart.. haha.. another super random thought.. but i think some close friends of mine will understand =) ehz.. haha.. if close friends also dun understand, den FORGET IT! heh heh
okies, this entry is full of my rubbish thoughts~ but still, i am gonna publish this! I GOT UPDATE MY BLOG HOR! =)
11:47 PM
interview with RCSI(royal collge of surgeons in Ireland) is over! finalllY! yupp, had my interview on sat at some high- class hotel.. haha, nearly lost my way there.. The interview went smoothly for like 30 mins, SO LONG LO and den i tried to act like i understand every word that he is saying haha.. coz he got this slang that is very not familar to me! =) And being a nice and selfless friend =p, i called michele to tell her abt the interview questions so that she can prepare hers.. oh ya, we both managed to be interviewed by RCSI. i really hope that we can get the offer asap and it will be really sweet and nice to study together overseas!! heh..
Now that i am back from Singapore and the interview is over, i have to focus on my IELTS(international english language test)! i must must prepare for it and put in my best coz i paid $HKD1000 over for it! yea.. but i dont have to be so stressed up over this coz i passed GP and it's already sufficient to get into the courses that i want.. =) still,i will try my best..
I think i am missing my friends in Singapore.. haha.. so will be back sooooooon =) so friends, pls apply leave, take mc, just quit ur job or fire ur boss to spend time with me! *grins* it's all worthwhile OK!! heh heh..
I have plans for the next few months.. let me share with u! After my test on 31 March, will go back to Singapore for a week or so.. most probably with mami, finally she's willing to go Singapore! haha.. back to HK, mayb get the driving license asap.. I HOPE.. coz my dad is very doubtful that i will pass the first time round.. come on! be more optimistic la! hahaha, my mum needs to re-take 3 times to pass doesnt mean that i will follow her foot steps la.. ooops.. she's just unlucky.. mayb not =p haha I am gonna do voluntary work.. SERIOUSLY.. haha.. had been saying this since last yr, but den i am really busy mah.. got to fly here and there.. lols. so, i am sure and determined that i will volunteer my service right after i am back from Singapore. I AM DETERMINED! but anyway, i think that it is the thought that counts =p i am going to sign up for tennis classes! yeaaa. i think i cant even hit the ball now.. haha. last time learnt tennis with michele in singapore.. haha, so fun and funny! hahahaha.. that time i remember i can hit the ball and play a match with michele.. den the coach is super ultra funny.. haha. and for several times, michele aimed at his 'father's day tool'.. ouch! hahaha.. missed those days~ i am still considering if i should get a job later in the yr.. but personally, i want to enjoy these long holiday and do wadeva i like! and ya, i think i will spend more den i earn, soooo.. dun bother working la. haha. but den i feel like a super loser, useless slacker coz all my friends are working so hard and earning their own money.. and i am like still spending my parents money without shame.. aiya.. see first lo.. but no plans to work now =p
ENJOY LIFE EVERYBODY! ('',)
2:20 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
HELLLLO!
Back to HK
arrived HK in the afternoon on fri, and decided to rush home to sleep! haha.. i was super tired coz the night before was enjoying with sopss.. =p sounds wrong.. haha.. she came my house to pei me la! so sweet of her.. haha.. OH! paiseh hor.. for wasting 1 hr 20 mins of ur precious time! SERIOUSLY GUILTY LA~
oh, den after like waiting 1 hr plus for me, we headed back to my home.. den slacked a while and and talked on the phone with dekai for like 3 hrs! haha.. although he's full of shit, i had a nice time chatting with him.. COZ he shared his personal stuff with me and i thought it was quite interesting =) haha.. den sops talked on the phone with her AI REN! but she didnt sound sweet at all.. lols.. she was so LOUD, talk so loud until i cannot hear myself talking -_-
yupp, and sops being a pig(usual her), she slept, looking like a pig too! hehe..
yea.. den i started to pack my stuff at around 3 am and den 5 am, we left house.. and to the airport!
sms-ed many of my friends to remind them not to miss me! haha.. just being bo liao as usual =)
Here are some photos with my friends ('',) enjoy!
SOPPS AND MICH! They are smiling so cheerfully =) must be super happy seeing me around!!
Corrine and ME! my lovely gal >,<
Why is ur face so RED? pls dun be shy, just a shot with a chio bu! haha.. or were u shy looking at the photographer(corrine)? hahaha.. =)
1:02 AM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
hey! I am now in Singapore! yea.. just got back my results.. quite satisfied, but i know i can do better =/ nvm, now that it is over, i have to continue with my life and hope for universities to accept me in medicine or pharmacy.. yupp.. actually wanted to apply australia uni with michele on 11 March, but den i got to go back to HK on 9 March.... so... we are gonna apply seperately.. SIAN..
Since i am so freeee in Singapore, i shall summarise how i spent my past few days =)
1 March
Arrived Singapore at around 12. So as expected, i reached home seeing almost 10 dead, dried crispy cockroaches on the floor.. haha.. but i pretend not to see it, and started searching for slippers at home.. ok.. den settled down and decided to bathe.. and when i open the toilet door, it stink worse den shit.. haha.. i dunno why.. so went to the kitchen, take out all the soapy liquid and realised that there is only dish- washing liquid.. damn.. den i just dun care and use it to clean my toilet.. haha. coz i can't bathe in such a stinky toilet lah! I spent almost 2 hrs to wash the toilet and myself.. Actually Sandy and corrine called at that time, but i have to finish cleaning up before bitching on the phone.. hahaha.. soooooooooooo, in the end, i didnt manage to call anyone.. =/ oh, and i also promised michele that i will call back, but i thought it was too late =p
2 March
Was supposed to meet sophia at 2.. but as usual, i was late.. haha.. not really lah.. coz my watch was slow and i was caught in the rain =p heh.. okies.. so we reached school at around 2.45 and listened to our principal's talk.. was damn anxious that i didn't really bother who got how many distinctions.. haha.. waited for a while and took my resultssssssss.. weet! passed gp.. yepppy!! haha.. very glad coz i screwed up for my essay...=))))) after taking our results, chit chat a while with my teachers and friends... but didnt get the chance to see and talk to some of them.. =/ nvm, den sophia's boss suddenly called to ask her back to work.. mailto:#@&#&amp;@%^%%$@^ SSSSSSSooooooooooooooooooooo, sophia didnt join us.. haha.. yah la, i know u tried ur best to think of all excuses to reject her, but of course the boss is the boss mah.. haha.. I DUN BLAME U.. SERIOUSLY.. haha. den Michele, Sandy, Wilfred, Candy, Chee Kong and me went for dinner to 'celebrate' at suntec city.. happy seeing my friendsss.. =) and i think sandy is much prettier with slimmer thighs! haha.. just slimmer, still not yet slim.. WAHAHHAHA.. and i seriously love michele's crappy and sarcastic jokes.. haha.. HUGSS oh yah, thanks corrine! for being so caring and called me just after i got my results.. haha.. dunno is caring or kpo la.. but still, THANKS! ;) And i have mastered half the housework skills coz i learnt how to use that spoiling washing machine and mop the floor.. ok.. but i gave up after mopping my room coz i realised that i can still use my slippers.. haha.. I AM LAZY!
3 March
Met up with Sandy for dinner.. OUR HOT DATE! haha.. went orchard to eat and chat.. haha.. talked a lot of personal stuff and of course gossiping.. hehhehe... and oh ya, took some chio photos.. haha. i love talking to her partly bcoz she sort of know wad i am thinking abt.. and i dun have to say everything.. that sometimes i dun wanna say.. haha.. yea.. and i think she loves talking to me too coz i am just too lovely!!! hahha.. no la.. i guess this is called telepathy.. heh.. ok.. sounds a bit les.. but she thinks that we got telepathy also la! haha =) MUACKS~~
4 March
Was supposed to meet up with sops. michele and sandy in the afternoon.. but den mich got family dinner, and sops can only meet at 3.. so we decided to meet on tues instead! haha.. DUN PS ME AGAIN SOPHIA! hahaha.. u are breaking my heart hor.. haha. so went orchard to help my dad to do some stuff den went to corrine's house to bai nian! heh.. and we started to gamble and i won $$$$$$$$.. haha.. i am always quite lucky.. always win! hehehe.. Had dinner and auntie(corrine's mum) cooked my favourite dish!! i love her.. hahhaa.. she said she PURPOSELY cook for me ok! so i ended up eating almost half that dish =) den watched tv and snack and slack around.. yea.. den home sweet home with my ang bao money the money i won! =0
okies, i am done updating my blog.. dun say i always nv update =)
u asked me why am i doing this to myself again, i dunno.. but i just thought that i should.. because i dun want to regret... and hope to have at least memories and not a blank...
