mylife

2008-09-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

and seriously, my precious writing is out of place~~ something wrong with the format or the blog skin! haha.. i need ur help corrine! lols.. well anyways....

I am happy after talking to someone today! she's my very close friend in secondary sch and jc, though not close during jc times.. I should say hostile, which to think back, feel regretful.

she's very special to me, because she had been there for me when I have little friends and become the outcast in my class.. not because i am weird or i have horrible classmates.. is just that my classmates dont agree my doings for ponning school very frequently.. and with little intereactions with them, i am quite alone with my studies.. and she's another one who loves to skip sch with me, and since then, we became very close friends.. we talked about everything.. we go tuition together, we study together, we have stay overs..

we head to the same jc, and the next class. supposed to be very close and fortunate to have her with me in jc.. but somehow, we became hostile... probably i had my grp of friends in jc, she had hers. I had my opinion that's not her way of doing.. and i regret for being narrow-minded, not accepting her as my friend.. and friendship could be so superficial and fragile, that it's too fast to be realised.

i feel sorry, sorry to have let go such a true friend.. and after 2 yrs.. i initiate to talk to her.. though things are not the same anymore, the closeness is gone, but honestly, the familiar feeling is back..

it's fate that allow me to have known her, regretfully not treasured, I would thank her for being my friend, someone so true to me!

ohhhhh.. sounds so childish and mushy~~ haha. pardon me!

2008-09-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

Was thinking about myself today.. something considered meaningful lols..

I realised that I have changed.... for better or worst i cant judge. but i am no longer the chungying who seemed to speak whatever that cross her mind.. i've realised that i am very conscious and paranoid.. and i am afraid.. i am afraid that i distrust ppl.. i am afraid i detach myself from ppl.. i am afraid that i will not attach myself emotionally to anyone, even my close ones, because i've learnt one thing: to protect myself and not to let anyone to hurt me.

i asked myself.. am I over doing this? and in the end, i might hurt ppl around me, and set a barrier that was nv there, and make this a psychological baggage with much self induced pain.. is there really such a need to wear this nonchalant mask? the mask to cover the scar?

and i thought about it again and againnn.. and i dun wanna be another him.. i dun wan to hurt people who love me.. i dun wanna wear a mask.. i dun wan to be untrue to myself. I just need to be aware of things, observe and trust what i see, not what i hear.. i need to start to learn how to love and be loved (not being desperate here, love to be very general haha) and of course, be cheerful and happy.

emo today~~

2008-09-03T13:31:00.002+08:00

I have an expanded stomach coz i've been eating alot alot alot more food recently! hahaha!!

my daily routine ---- i will have breakfast with my mummy and den walk around for an hr or so to the wet market. go home rest a while and have lunch. rest a while more and wait for dinner. watch tv at night............ and that's for the day!LOLS seems very primary sch composition writing!! hahaha. coz of the english and the simple things that i do! heh.. well, this is a good way to relax before i get to start sch and work hard! =)

so now i am in a very relaxed mode while blogging~~

i wonder how busy are you guys out there...

i feel for you, i feel with you... so pls be happy!! =pp dedicate to my special someone =))))))

hey!

2008-09-03T01:37:00.004+08:00

booooo~~

michele asked me to write anything on my blog for her to read! anything anything anything anything anything anything anythinganything anything anythinganything anything anythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganythinganything anythinganythinganythinganythinganything.

haha! bleahx just being very irritating and stupid as usual!

to update, I have changed my interest!! in fact i realised that I hate to fix puzzle after trying to fix it.. hahaha. i rather slp, eat, do nothing den to touch the puzzle! oh noo.. so sad, the puzzle has lost its value, and of course, I WASTED MY MONEY! lolss

well, schools gonna start pretty sooonn~~ another 15 days? wow! after relaxing for 3 months, gonna gear up and start sch =) happpy somehow.. =p

and dunno why.. sometimes i feel relieved and happyy.. seems like a bird release from a cage, flew to somewhere full of danger and traps, and luckily escaped to a peaceful garden and think ' what doesnt kill me will just make me stronger!' and indeed =)

and elder sis went back to U.S ytd~~ after 3 weeks of holidays! hahaha. this 3 weeks was shop shop shop.. till dun wanna shop PLS! lolss.. once a yr, very reasonable!

sis and me!

2008-08-22T01:28:00.005+08:00

chungying's back to blog! =)

updates:

`Back from singapore, in HK now

`new found interest--> swimming and badminton

`time sparing hobby--> fixing puzzle, and indeed, takes lots of time and patience!

`shopping, as always =)

`play mahjong with my mum's friends( once in a while =p)

well, more or less my daily routine, and this is relaxing, absolutely not boring! hahaha!

something i thought was very true all of a sudden. It's stupidity that leads to disaster, which causes a state of desperation and finally, WISDOM.. blessing in diguise isnt it? chungying says it is! =)

you told me the truth, though not something i want to accept, this reality has made me grown up. and u know wad?! u made me feel strong and protected once again! =) thanks dearies!

ku shin bo! jap buffet at suntec with my besties in sec sch! =xx

corrrrrrrrrrrineee!!!!!! =) =) 8 yrs of friendship muackssssss~

mich, my pretty babe, with chungying the BAPE!! HAHAHA

1105 meet up! =)

oh, the nicest hang out place in malaysia! haa. though have no idea wad's the name of the place =p

can u feel love oozing out from my family photo??! =)=)=)

me! and my most loved mummy!!

yea! can u smile as happy as me? even darlie mr toothpaste cant! hehe

to let other's mistakes to make u feel miserable is unfair and unworthy. might as well be happy and make others feel the joy u have! so, dont worry, be happy!

2008-07-25T12:22:00.002+08:00

hello!

going malaysia tmr~ excited for the tropical malaysia trip! haaha. would be absolute fun lols!

ytd went out with many friends and shopped for the whole day! SO shuang to shop shop shop shop and shop! haa. sounds so bimbotic =p

actually, i cant think now, too hungry to use my brains~ heh

another thing I want, to be happy miss sunshine! yea.. hooooray bimbo CY!

chugying's going to blog!

2008-07-24T10:52:00.004+08:00

heyhey~

good morning everyone! woke up at 6 plus for breakfast with michele and promised her to pack my stuff, but fell asleep again! tired la. haha. so she came back from swimming and scream at me! WTEVA~ lols

yesterday night was so moody and burst into tears suddenly.. haha. and michele got so scared and coldnt concentrate on her driving, and in the end, i was more scared den her~ so, i stop my emo-ness, for the good of our precious lives. hahaha

and before i slept yesterday, I realised one thing, I shouldnt be upset so easily, I shouldnt make people around me feel awkward feel unhappy with me, and most of all, it should be a happy time to spend with my friends, why so spoil spot?!

疼我的人比不疼我的人比起来，令我更珍惜我的拥有。

chungying is going shopping soooooooooon~~~ yea! have a nice day!

sat!

2008-07-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

yEa!

after a few days of eating, i mean overeating haha, I got some indigestion problem.. lols. feel bloated and feel like vomiting. argh. but luckily i took some medication..but still I am going to eat as usual! nothing can stop me from eating! WAHAHA

So, just now went JUMBO to eat great food, chilli crab, shark's fin soup, and seafooooood~~ with mich's family =) yummy~~ though not too full =p after a hour, mich drove to upp. thomson road and we went to prata house to eat PRATA and milo dinosaur.. ohh. fattening fattening supper, haha. nvm. will exercise on monday, no worries...

ohhhhhhh relaxing carefree holidays, I am really enjoying you!! =) =)

day 2~

2008-07-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

hey~

pleasant windy day! was supposed to wake up at 7 AM with mich to go swimming with her, but I am really too tired and LAZY. haha. so i continued my sound sleep and off she went for her weight losing activity!

and something very pleasant to hear from my friends, either justice or mercy, they said i lost weight and looks slimmmmer!! hahahaa.. well, i trust them for once.. HAHAHA everyone seemed to change quite a bit.. mostly the appearance wise coz i think we aint the schooling girl anymore.. we look really like young adults =) and our character are still wonderful and fun loving~~~ hahaha.. ohhh. i miss their accompany!!

yay! corrine! and xinying! meeting up soon, am really excited how much did we changed or we are still as crappy and rubbish as ever! hahaha!

and 1 thing i realised after my good sleep, to be happy and do things that makes you happy is the best way to love yourself and the people who really cared for you. to see my happpy friends, I am really glad as this is influencing me too =)

in singapore!

2008-07-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

blogging in michele's house!

meet up with the deariess sand, sops and mich! talk rubbish and chit chat the whole day.. and the first time all of us went arcade and play like young childish kids! cant believe we are all uni students.. screaming and laughing like some idiots.. hahaha!!

quite tired today after the flight and the laughings and bitching.. hahaaa. and amazingly, I feel happy to be in singapore again! I miss this nice garden city and the singlish =p I STILL FEEL IN PLACE =)

k. i am tired! will blog very sooonnn~~~~

2008-07-10T21:46:00.003+08:00

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

After all you put me through
Youd think Id despise you
But in the end I want to thank you
Because you made me that much stronger

When i, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess i, I couldnt trust
Called your bluff, time is up
cause Ive had enough

You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, youre wrong
cause if it wasnt for all that you tried to do
I wouldnt know just how capable I am to pull through

So I wanna say thank you
cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohhhh, ohh-yeah ah uhhhuh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game

I heard, youre going around
Playing the victim now
But dont, even begin
Feeling Im the one to blame
cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that wont work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, its over

cause if it wasnt for all of your torture
I wouldnt know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
cause it makes me that much stronger

Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in dnial
But in the end youll see
You-wont-stop-me

I am a fighter and i
I aint goin stop
There is no turning back
Ive had enough

cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

2008-07-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

yay!

today went hospital check up with my grandma and played mah jong with her! lols..

and went to eat japanese food with papa and my auntie coz mum is not home.. ooooooooooo.. the foood is really quite good, and the pumpkin ice cream iss sooo nicee~~ =) =) and i think i ate toooo much food and raw food.. my stomach not feeling too well.. need to pang sai soon.. hope not lao sai la.. haha. but it's still worth it after eating soo much nice foood! lols!

a simple and rainy day,

and chungying enjoys the time spent~ except the walking in the rain part.

对人没有期望，就不会失望。。真的。。

2008-07-09T01:43:00.003+08:00

Hello~~

tiring day today...

and actually my dad said that i become much more mature.. can't believe it.. The always kiddish and crazy me is praised by my dad, the person who gave me the kiddish title! yay.. chungying has grown up a bit =)

through experiences, advices and things you observe, you teach yourself everyday. I may not be an effective teacher, i may not be a bright student, but I am sure I will learn things slowly, no matter how much I fall on the way, no matter how much i try in vain.

and true enough, my vulnerability will only make me stronger.

情感，那了解呢？

2008-07-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

Chungying's literature is overwhelming myself lols. So, here are some thoughts after reading a random book, and getting emotional.. haha. so better pen it down rather than to keep it to myself. =)

Honesty is humanity

Why do people who tell lies avoid eye contact? Why do liars feel threatened when you start questioning about their lies? Because he is subconsciously aware that there is something not to let out, there is a deep secret; probably piles of lies, in him that shouldn’t be revealed for it will ruin everything that he tried to build up. And why will he ask if you trust him from time to time? He needs reassurance, the suspicious someone is paranoid and is not confident with his imperfect lies. So, the deal is, to keep asking and he will be so threatened that he give up, either to reveal the true him or to make another lie to end his lies with this person. And the end result is: he solved his problems and move on for another hunt. And the victim would learn from this short, but painful lesson and thank him for the real life experience that is fundamental for a more developed maturity. Well, another noble but foolish way is for the victim to be pretentious, you act to know him as the person he presents himself as, and wait for him to slowly and repentantly to reveal his true colours. But more often than not, it wouldn’t happen. Instead, you would have a long and more painful lesson, though you might be able to gain more from it because you gave chance for him to repent for his mistakes. It is humane to be honest with yourself; being dishonest can be seen as digging your own grave, you make things in your life complicated, and giving yourself more excuses time to time, and most importantly, it is your heart that you are against. You can fool anyone out there, but not your inner self, not your true self and your loved ones, especially your family.

Lies after lies, would you have forgotten the simplicity of trueness, even within your personal space?

2008-07-07T01:20:00.004+08:00

SUNDAY!

today was family day, so my family all woke up at 12 plus and went to find food and shop.. didnt buy much stuff today coz i werent in the mood.. haha. first, was raining, second, the shopping centre was packed with people, third, my dad was with me! hahaha. dun wanna let him see how i burn his money lols.

So, went shopping and we went to the wet market to prepare for dinner! and i think i really really shouldnt have wore slippers. the place was crowded and wet, not the main problem, and i stepped on a pool of blooody fish fluid. yuckssss. and i felt real disgusted with the fishy and blooody smell.. heh. so mayb another reason to get new pair of slippers =p

relaxing day~ had home cooked foood and watched tv and chat with family for the night. heh. this is wad i call HOLIDAYS! =)

revealing the innocent me! *puke*

our shopping victory and my messy room!

michele is back to sg! yea~ =p

2008-07-05T19:26:00.002+08:00

So, after the 4 days trip to hk, michele had all her branded goods and pretty clothes back to singapore! Of course, not forgetting the humongous amount of food that she ate and bought back! =) =) hope you had fun my dear! chungying welcomes you to come again!! with free accomodation, free tour guide and a very funny and irritating entertainer.. hahaha. bombard you with all my repeated non sense and emotional talks.. HAHAHA. thanks for not shutting me up, my patient michele =)

well, had lots of fun, and guess need take some rest after the few busy days.. heh. very used to relaxing and slacking days, like doing nothing and thinking of nothing or stupid things the whole day, eating eating and more eating, and should be time to do some exercise! michele, i come singapore go gym and play badminton together kkz! to update, i didnt gain weight, still the sexy, curvy chungying.. HAHAHA. whatever impression u once have for me, still me!! =)

from this nutshell, above the well, and maybe to somewhere I never realised.

MICHELE IS HERE~~~~

2008-07-05T01:49:00.004+08:00

michele asked me to blog!!! after 5 months? wow! five looooooooonnnnnnnnggggggggg monthssss.. heh

many emotions, very happy, very unhappy, very upset, very motivated, very stressed up, very relaxed, very hopeful, very hopeless.. and now very carefree! yupps. coz it's the end of the first month of my summer holidays!! another 2 and a half month to go.. haha.. and i have long long plans for my wonderful, sunshine holidays =)

well, my michie is in my room now! ohhhh.. stop touching me michie!! hhahaha.. she's in HK to visit me and shop shop shop like crazy! she's leaving tmr, ohhhh sad, but i will be in singapore very soon! happy anyone? lols. i will be back soon, SOON! for my dearies, i remember all ur numbers =) for other friends, pls leave me ur contacts on msn so that i can find u guys kkz! i dont have the sg contacts with me now..

shall upload some photos me and the attractive''''' michele! HAHA

seafood!

SMILESS

SMILE HAPPIER!!

you can turn off the sun but i'm still gonna shine, even brighter.

HEYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2008-05-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

Hi all!!

havent been updating for a long long long while =)

having exams in a week's time, and the agony will be over soon! lols

will be MIA-ing for another week, and i will keep in touch with alllllll my deariessssssssss la!

i am sooooooooo freaking tired.. arghhhhhh. hang in there chungying!

2008-02-16T05:46:00.002+08:00

hey all dear all~~~~~

haven been updating my blog since a while.. quite a while actuallyy.. lols

anyways, how's life my dearies???? i hope everyone enjoyed celebrating chinese new yr and valentine's day! lols.. since all my dearies are attached or sort of having someone.... =) right michele? haha.. talk to me on msn la! will update u guys with my life in glasgow!! interested to know? lolsss

anyways, blogged, and i am still alive here! surviving! =) another 4 weeks, it's ester break! about 1 month holidays. well not really holiday coz gonna start revision and study! i hope.. haha.. i will la =p

kkz.. hope everyone is enjoying life =) =) will update more often!!

lovess***

2008-01-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

hey!

first, it's corrine's bday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!! happy birthday to you, happpy birthday to u, happy birthday to my deariee, happy birhtday to u!!( imagine me singing pls) lols.. lots of hugs and kisses for u as presents, meanwhile, be patient and wait for me to be back to give it ALL to u.. hahaha! have a good day babe!

second, i am feeling happy, any other words for happy? happy.. haha.. i am happy!

Tell me today is a day with sunshine, because i am feeling so bright that i can emit light even to the other end of the globe =)))

loves*** chungying

2008-01-10T02:33:00.001+08:00

hello!!

third day of class, still quite free and energetic..
i seemed to changed.. my attitude towards my life and studies.. i am much more motivated, and hardworking since the holidays.. and now, i am still not getting lazy, which is something really amazing.. hahaha.. we shall see.. lols. i might probably be enthu to study just for these while.. =)
actually i am liking this feeling..

opps. chungying is getting geek-ish and nerdy! lols... might be less influenced by the slacker sophia after not seeing her for sooo long. heh

and i have done a bit of printing and sorting out of the notes just now.. and now preparing to go out to meet my sister at a cafe to study.. to STUDY again!! hahaaa.. and have a hot, sweet cup of chocolate drink to safe me from the COLD~~~

actually other than studying, sleeping and eating, i can't find anything to entertain myself with.. i am so bored!!!!but i am discipline enough not to u tube, watch drama and whatever entertaining haha.. because i know my dad doesnt like it.. so i would try my best to abstain from those alluring entertainment that might make me addicted..

geekishhhhhhhhhh hahahaaa i know i know..

see how long this geek-ish chungying will last lolssss

enjoy life deariess!!!! =))))

lovesss***

2008-01-08T06:39:00.000+08:00

hey all~~

today is the first day of schooll.. and everything is so fine =) even my swollen eyes.. and i finally figured out why my eyes are swollen.. hahahaha. it's because of the salicylic acid that i used for my pimples.. i accidentally applied it on my eyes.. lols. and the purpose of that acid is to remove the dead skin and renew the skin.. and i guess the eye area is sensitve... lols.. and now, luckily, my eyes are normal with flaky skins around it.. so now i have new eye skin as well.. hehehe. hoping that the dark circles will shed together =)

ok~ doing something productive now--- do my pbl =)

will update again!! lovess***

2008-01-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!

my swollen eyess!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!

i dunno why.. but after watching 1 litres of tears, my eyes are bloody swollen.. like puffy and swollen la! though it's to a certain extent the normal puffiness, it seems that it's really obvious coz everyone who saw me told me that!! =/ can u pls imagine how i look? lols.. swollen eyes, with dark circles! argh. panda looking now.. lols i dun want to start school with the china trademark-panda! lols..

anyways, cooking delicious dinner tonight! to welcome melvin back from singapore!! haha. actually no.. just wanna try out a new dish my sis's bf taught me =)=)=) should be successful la.. haha

anyone can help me with my EYES!?!?! i cant help myself.. lols

will blog again~~~ bye***

=)

2008-01-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

hi~~~

it's friday afternoon now.. another 2 days of holidays and the term starts again.. and actually feeling happy that it's starting so soon.. probably i am bored the past few days or because i had recharged my energy and ready to go again! yes... and today i realised that i havent been out of the house for 5 days. lols. sounds so not me! how can i survive without going out?! haha.. I CAN!
but before my sis left, we went shopping and i spent quite a lot on mango clothes =) sooo. shouldnt spend too much just in case i spend my 'air tickets money' and cannot go back in june.. LOLS. which is possible.. SO, i will spend wisely and stay more at home.. =)

and i again just realised that all my close friends really do visit this blog.. hahaa.. but not say got many close friends also.. just 5.. LOLS. more than enough to make me happy and laugh!! and remember dearies, have fun with school and enjoy life! and corr! hope u can get into NTU!! lovessss**

2008-01-04T07:39:00.000+08:00

heyhey...

have u guys watched 1 litres of tears?!! a jap drama.. SUPER TOUCHING AND NICE! you can't miss it.. hahaaa.. i have been watching that the past 2 nights before i sleep.. and i started crying in the middle of the night uncontrollably! i am so full of emotions.. hahaha

anyways, nothing really interesting today.. woke up look for food and read up on some stuff.. and then.. it snowed for awhile.. it's really snow and not the hard icy droplets..
and really nothing interesting today.. that's why i am blogging here to tell u guys there's nothing interesting.. yea.. hahaha.. repeating myself again and again because there's nothing interesting to do now.. STOP. retarded girl.. lols

hmm. and was thinking about this, will most people actually really do keep their promises? or make promises easily and not fulfil it or simply don't make promises at all? haha.. just wondering.. hahaa.. mayb i should think more before making any promises.. but i am sure my dearies always make promises just to shut me up.. lols. and i know those fake promises are for good.. just like the good lies saying that i am pretty and slim.. LOLS.

getting crappy.. so i shall stop here! tata~~ =)))

2008-01-02T10:28:00.000+08:00

dear all!

happy 2008!!

new year, new start!

well, was thinking of what i should change and improve in this new year ahead.. and realised that there's not many.. mayb because i am happy with my life in 2007. wells, there's still some that can be improved.. i shall list it =)

first, gotta be more efficient in my work.. as in i need to do things 100% and dont take ages to get it done.. this is of utmost importance! focus, get it over and done with..

second, I have to participate more in class and with my classmates!! especially during my group discussion.. yes, i gotta start to speak even if they dont understand me =) the past 2 months were the testing period and now, i should really immense into their learning environment and culture and be part of them as well =)))

third, be happy! and feel happy and just be optimistic.. being the usual me.. erm.. will love myself more, love people around me more and treasure the people around me..

fourth, at home,be less quarrel-some, control my temper when i am angry, pissed off or monthly pms.. and pack up the hse occasionally so that it is comfortable and warm to stay in.. and be considerate at home, like clean up my own mess and not wait for my sis to clean it..=p

fifth, with friends, nothing much i am hoping and yet hoping something more.. hahaa.. but i will appreciate the actions my friend does, and be more thoughtful.. be less absent-minded.. and yes, be more forgiving sometimes.. and of course, try to be friendly, and yet not fake.. hahaha

sixth, not something that i can control, but wish my family and people around me to be healthy, happy and live life to the fullest with no regrets!

afterall, not much of major changes, which shows that yr 2007 was a good yr for me and i was happy!

well, that's my new yr resolution and wishes..

yeaps! welcome 2008 with hugs and kisses!!

lovess** chungying

2007-12-31T22:57:00.000+08:00

hey all..

last day of the yr 2007, say goodbye to my relaxing 2007, and welcome another fruitful, happy and wonderful year.

well, said goodbye to manyee sis and ryan today as well.. they went back to US and prepare to work, as for me, prepare to study hard =)

hope everyone is enjoying their count downs to yr 2008!

highlandsss

2007-12-29T07:54:00.000+08:00

heyheyheyheyhey!!

finally back from the scottish highlands after 3 dayssss =)=)

went there with my sisters and ryan.. had a really long journey on the roads and the turns are really.. erm turny? lols.. was immobile for almost 3 days coz i was almost in the car for 10 hrs daily.. and stuck within that small area in the car with my big ass! well, overall had fun but was really tiring =)

our straight path to highlandssssss!!

reaching out for the skies!! =)

as usual, asking ppl to take photo with me =p

FOOD! delicious fish from the OCEAN!

on the highway with ryan and sis!

it's reallyyyyy windy.. i can't open my big eyes.. HAHA!

really windyyyyyy~~~ haha! couldnt even stand still and look normally..=) well,stilll as pretty!

SMILEESSSS('',)

lovely sisterss..

do i look like a swan =)=) HAHAHA. NO. i look like a human!

let's fly!!

on christmas with NO ONE on the street!

trying really hard to smile in the wind.. haha. that's my best...

really beautiful scenery~~

and the atlantic ocean.. YESYES, this is part of the atlantic ocean!

the nature.. and the natural beauties--- hahaha

LOOK at the rays of the sun!! SO COOL huh..not photoshop, i was really there.. haha

US sis and me! look alike?

poyi and me!

i am not that short.. i just bend down because my sis started bending down.. lols

ME!! PRETTY ME! =)=)=)

those are some photos from highlands.. and i have loads more.. haha.. but i was already quite patient to load these photos up already la.. haha! nice photos huh.. haha.. but i think without ppl in the photos would be nicer.. welll, but i am self-obsessed.. hahaa.. wad to do.

went shopping a few days ago at town and some photos~~

pretty babes! LOLS

train station.. looks like harry potter's? lols. i was standing at plateform 7 3/4 LOLS

kkkz. really tired after blogging.. haha. took some time to load these photos.. anyway.... DID I LOOK LIKE I GAINED WEIGHT!! hahaha..

2007-12-23T08:32:00.000+08:00

helllooo

wasnt feeling quite well today.. and wondering why..firstly, i drank wine yesterday night, not alot and was sober after the drink.. second, i ate uncooked pork accidentally while cooking yesterday, and third, might be the woman thing. hmmm. so, i had diarrhoea and hearing funny sounds from stomach.. haha. NOT because i am hungry ok.. anyway, most probably will get well tmr =) i trust my immune system lols.

and i got the dates wrong, my US sis is gonna reach tmr morning instead.. lols. SO.. wouldnt be blogging so often until next yr! hehehe. sounds long, but another 8 days or so.. ermm. happy holidays, merry christmas and a joyful, happy new year ahead!! have fun my dearies and all the ppl reading this =)))) love u guys, opps i mean galssssss*** hahaha

2007-12-21T04:08:00.000+08:00

hihii~

feeling soooo lethargic.. hehe.. because i forced myself to the gym and run and tone my muscless.. and i am aching everywhere now.. TIRED.

and today, woke up at 2pm because the weather is really making me lazy.. hehe. sleep until hungry then i went to cook some food and went to the gym. after that, came home and bathe and cook again.. lols. and now. i am blogging. after this, i will do some reading and revision till late =) =) yeaa..

just some random thoughts.. pms is really a sign to show that ur period is coming soon.. hahaaaa. i realised that i am suffering from that..getting hot tempered.. always trying to tame myself.. hahaha. all thanks to the changing levels of hormoness =p

kkkkkkzzz.. off to study ('',) lovessss***

2007-12-20T04:26:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey~~

sucha shocking day today! haha.. first, i am really feeling VERY cold when i was out to gym.. and i went home to check the weather forecast, it's -2degree C! i thought it might be 2 or something, but it's -2!! hmmmm. and second, i gained weight! !!!!! i have no idea why!! mayb i am eating more and going to the gym more often, so gained muscle mass so gained 2 kg! argh!!!!!!!!! nonono.. i am going to stop eating normal portions and STOP SNACKING! hahaaaa.. i dont wanna become OBESE FAT AH BUI CHUNGYING =pppp

well, other than these, everything is so fine here.. paceful and quiet.. and another 3 days!!! my US sis and bf are coming to glasgow for 10 days!! =) and i asked them to get me lotssssss of stuff from US too =) yeaa.. more clothes, food=happy.. haha.. i am easily satisfied la.

and will try to do some revision before they arrive and we will travel around =)=)

kkkkz. i shall read some books now.. tata~~

2007-12-16T08:06:00.000+08:00

yeaps! finally got my online IT test done.. FINALLYYY~~~

and yes sops, remember to give me the recipe =)=) thanks dear..

so went to gym in the day and was running and watching the tv at the same time.. heard westlife's new song-home. and i really feel the song because i want to go home too! haha. very random, pardon me.. and westlife is going to have a concert in glasgow!!!! wooooowwwww.. might want to go =) see first la. i wont want to go alone also..

and i am always feeling hungry these few days, mayb running=higher metabolic rate=eat more=no weight loss!

oh and there's salsa lessons in my uni's gym!! i wanna join!!! and salsa!!

kkz. that's all for now!

2007-12-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo!

blogging again since the computer is the only one listening to me! lols. desperate to talk =)

nothing much actually, woke up at 2 pm today and had MY breakfast and studied for a while. and now, i have decided to go gym to run for 40 mins! keep fit keep fit =)

and yesterday night, finally called SOPHIA! hahaaa.. talked to her for 1 hr plus, until her hp low batt! lols.. hahaa.. enjoyed bitching with her once again.. so happy!!!!! and ur sweet chirps are still so adorable. hahaha.. kkz. have decided to call everyone of my friends at least once in every 2 months! must talk to me la.. if not i will go crazy without talking to ppl at my frequency!!! LOLS

kz. going to gym now, after that, will come home and cook dinner, bathe and relax.. =) UK lifestyle= slow and paceful ('',)

lovesss*****

2007-12-15T08:44:00.000+08:00

hiiiiiiii~~

realised that it is already 15 december at this moment, another 16 days till a new year ahead~~! another year ahead!!!

so to look back, actually this yr 2007is not really a productive yr, but a really relaxing and happy yr.. i cannot deny it.. =)

so, last yr dec, we finished our A levels and rejoice!!! it's like releasing from the jail~~ and sandy, sops, szeloong,randy, gary, and corr all came to visit me in hk! i was so happy! and really enjoyed the times.. although i wasnt a good tour guide =p

and den during feb, i came to UK for my interview in glasgow, was so scared when i came here alone, reached airport with no one fetching me(bcoz my sis forgot the time!) and worst, not knowing where to go.. really timid.. and i cant understand what the people are trying to say! hahaaaa.. with my limited level of singlish.. lols

and den i got through the interview, and happpily prepare for sch to start! went shopping with mum to get loadsss of clothes and other stuff. and got confused whether i really want to study medicine.. and den after talking to my family members and mayb some persuation, i decided to study medicine! well, mayb the decision was a family decision.. not only mine.. but wells, they know what's best for me =)

and den, spend alot more time with papa and mami.. i should say it's the first time since 12 that i am with them for more than 1 month.. and really get to know their lifestyles and everything better.. and at that time, i was thinking ' it's a pity that only now den i know my parents better' but, it's always never too late! =)=)=) that's life, they want the best for me that's why they sent me away to have a better studying environment.. and i always appreciate it! they are my idols ('',)

and all the sad but touching times when my friends and i have to say bye.. hahaha.. hilarious sops is always crying when she leaves me =)

and i can see my friends having new friends, changing lifestyles and feel the separation btw us.. say i am selfish, say i am childish, i would really wish that the moment when we were all so close stop there, and let me enjoy that once again. well, just something impossible and something i have to learn. mayb everyone has changed. mayb i changed too. wells, i cherish u all dearies!!!! cant wait to go bac singapre to visit u all la! anddddddd... is it true that sandy and sops are coming next yr to visit me?!?! mich told me! realllly?????????? i will be sooooo soooo sooo extremely happy =)))))

so now, dec 15, i am away from home, away from my buddies, persueing my future~ and as promised, i will be happy, cheerful and optimistic, being the bubbly chungying that u guys know me as!! =)

2007-12-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo~

i am just too bored, soo.. i am blogging! hahaaa..

talked to mami just now and told her abt my life here in glasgow.. and told her that i am not really having many friends here.. and den she poped out with a interesting comment: ' most students(refering to spore,malaysia,hk students) are very serious, well-behaved and good, of course dont want to be your friend. u r so crazy, noisy and not serious.' wellls, mayb my mum just understands me so perfectly la.. haha.. because they are also like that..

sooooo, today went to IKEA and sent melvin off to airport! hmmm. bought curtains for my 'door' and i am really liking it.. hehe.. bought it mainly bcoz michele said so.. lols. actually wanted it long ago, but didnt bother to travel to IKEA.. and i had the famous IKEA meatballs with cranberry jam for lunch!!! sooo delicious..

and.... i am at home now, having no friends with me, and trying to study as much as possible =) who say i am not a good girl!!! hahaha.. i love studying and hate going out, i love to be at home and hate to talk to anyone.. i love to be serious and hate to laugh out LOUD.. i love talking rubbish and hate to admit it!! hehehe..... *signs of boredom

dun worry dearies!! i havent changed at all!! lols.. and to update, michele is still as crappy..
SOPHIA LIM WHERE R U!!!! i think i should call u sooon.. have u really disappear!!??

2007-12-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello!!! my 4 day shopping meet up with my dearie mich!!! =)=) tried to take more photos but i guess we were too busy shopping and realised that there is only 2 of us in every photo.. LOLS. well, we had a GREAT time being crappy and laughing our heads off! and i am loving it la!! hahaha. some photos, enjoy!

just fetch her from the airport! and we cant wait to take photos =)

ready for shopping! =)

smile pinkies!! hahaha

have a merry christmas ppl~~~ nice christmas tree!

FOOD! SEAFOOD!!

delicioussssssssss~~~ and sinful~~~

dim sum~ =)

leaving home...

trying to kiss me again! hahahaha~~ she's desperate for a kiss.. MUACKS!

2007-12-11T07:03:00.000+08:00

hellloo~~~~

yeaps! holiday started and will last for 1 month =) i will still be in glasgow and not travelling anywhere.. and i will spend the time productively..
my plans:
1. do revision
2. read up more for the previous things that i learnt
3. lose weight- 3kg
4. look fit and feel healthy
5. spend christmas with manyee, ryan, and poyi!
6. have fun~
7. and of course, take a good rest

well, i think i should be able to follow closely to my plans =) since there's almost NO distraction.. bcoz all my friends are gone home!!!!! so jealous man.. and i miss their accompany!! nvm.. i still have my sister here with me =) we will spend time together..

enjoy life ppl~

lovessss***

love

2007-12-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

since i am in the mood to blog, i shall blog again =)

random thoughts, but always thinking about it. mayb bcoz my friends were all telling me abt their love lives and initiate me to think more..

so, love is just a natural process, u feel it, and fall into it, passionately, regardlessly.

after the hot passionate love, the feel fades away, becomes a burden and responsibility, and soon, get tired of it, but still hold tightly to it because of the 'once happy' past. And, out of a sudden, a third party come into play, and this is hw a relationship end and the whole cycle repeats itself. well, at least i have seen this a few times..

and another extreme story. u dun expect to be together. but when these 2 know each other, and get to know each other better, u feel that there is a slight possibility that u know that's the person u wanted. but uncertain whether or not to fall in love so recklessly. u think. u become cautious. u begin to jugde. and let ur mind control how u feel for the person. and start to open up. and when u really fall in love, u give in the best, give in everything u can to manage the relationship, and treasure it.

so love is just so vulnerable and unpredictable. well, mayb it really depends on both parties. so, which type are u in? deariess~~~~ u all initiated me to say all the rubbish..haha..
pardon me if u guys dun understand wad i was trying to say.. hmm. but unlikely la.. haha. u guys will understand and i am sure. =)=)=)

lovess**

updateeeesss

2007-12-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!
opppssy..didnt really manage to blog the past 2 weeks! was lazy and ya.. just lazy and a bit busy la.. =)

well, my past 2 weeks still the same, go to classes, go home, try to study, slp, eat, and everyday is the same old classic routine..

BUT BUT BUT! mich is coming over from ireland in another 4 days time! yay yay YAY! how fast man.. i am sure we will have fun and enjoy the weekends, just with her =) sounds lesbian.. haha.. but i am going to satisfy her over the weekends! HAHHAA

more abt myself~ feeling happier, much happier this month actually.. no quarrels with sis.. probably bcoz we talked to each other abt it and it really works.. and mayb i am in a better mood recently, so i dont throw tandrums =p and mayb she changed for the better too =)

and sophia lim! WHERE's my EMAIL!! hahhaa.. reply me la... i got loads loads LOTS of things to telll u.. so u better reply me sooon i warn u pig! haha.. i wonder if she will get this msg, probably shse forgotten the existence of this blog =( i will be heart broken la.

hmmm. recently always chatting with all my babes except sophia! always disappearing from the world.. haha.. probably busy buying shares, and going out with ur benben la.. lols.. so when r u going to get married, buy a property and have many children and stay at home looking at the shares?? =pppp

update me everyone, anyone =)

mel's bday!

2007-11-16T06:11:00.000+08:00

heyhey! i am super bloated again la... haha.. i shouldnt stuff myself with so much food next time, but wells, it's ok for today coz it's melvin MELVIN's 'BIRDDAY'! hahaaaa.. we all had a great dinner at a posh resturant =) and not that expensive actually..
i shall bring michele there when she's in glasgow!!!

and yes sophia, i just sent u a long long email!! have fun reading it.. it's entertaining REALLY!! hahaaaaa.. reply me ASAP!! dont learn from me =)

some photos, enjoy~~!!

yeejun and me! though the photo a bit blurred, but it's worth the effort to see how red his ears are =)

Dessertssssssss with mel's wrinkled forehead =p

My dessert('',)

SMILES!!

sis and mel =)

that's all =)

mich is coming coming coming!!!!

2007-11-15T08:20:00.000+08:00

heyyyss!!

Michele is coming glasgow to visit me on 7th dec!!!!!! how exciting =) starting to miss all my singapore friends once again!!! aiya.. really treasure the times when we were in jc wasting our time and slacking and talking rubbish and crap everyday for 2 yrs(mayb not, coz i pon sch for almost 1/3 of sch days) lols.. but still!! IIIIII MIIIIISSSSSS UUUU GGGIIIIRRRLLLSSS!!
~~~~indulge in reminiscence~~~~ sad to think abt the happy times we had! how ironical~

i realised that i say missing my friends in almost alll my posts.. SEE! r u guys missing my crappiness too? =p

well, i am quite settled at this very end of the globe, and am getting used to lifestyle, routine and all.. like i study and play~ not too stressful because i have loads of time for myself to study(dun have to pon sch) and as for friends... ermm... haha.. not really close friends.. but a few very very nice ppl who are so so exceptionally nice~ haha.. i should be contented. and i am quite.. well, i shouldnt force myself to make friends, it just come naturally.. so let nature take it's course bax.. and being sucha nice sweet chungying, i am sure friends come to me like bees going for honey! hehehe!! self-praising myself again again.....

that's all for now, loves loves loves =)

2007-11-09T03:08:00.000+08:00

heyhey! celebrated peighim's bday today.. had a nice dinner and chat =)

well, i have updated some photos of them and me.. just in case my dearsss miss me.. hehehe.. i am still fine and studying hard=) not slacking at all.. LOLS

update me abt u guys leh. haha. and sops, i will email u soon =p

my sis and i~~~ they say we look very alike.. really? i think i am prettier.. WAHAHA

me and mich! with jealous peighim(i snatched his gf =p)

i am the youngest among all.. yet i look the oldest -_-

camwhor-ing with shirley~~

fireworkssss!!!

2007-11-06T08:22:00.000+08:00

weet*

wasnt a pleasant day today.. but anyways, i ended my day happily =) we played fireworks!! because i dunno wad occasion it is today, but there's fireworks displayed in some place and everyone is playing fireworks in the neighbourhood!!!

well,for the fireworks, it's not the stick ones that u hold in ur hands.. i played the ones that can FLY HIGH to the sky!! wells, most of the fireworks set up by michelle and peighim, and we happily watched it! heh.. took a few videos to keep my very first time watching fireworks in my memoriesss.. haha.. quite amazed.. and while we were playing, policeman came to talk to us! oh no.. not bcoz playing fireworks is illegal, it's just bcoz we were too loud.. haha.. soorrry sleeping neighbours =) after some shock, we continue playing.. to finish up the fireworks.. hehe.. fun~~

HEYSSSS

2007-11-01T09:22:00.001+08:00

heyssss!!!

Look! haha.. i am soo hardworking =) well, was touching up on my coursework... and now, it's done! yea.. finally.. my first coursework in my whole life.. and seeked for lotsss of help from seniors... thanks thanks =)

i manage to talk to michele today!! that gal ar... haven send me my bday present.. buy already nv send me.. -_- and dear!! u must come glasgow soon, or i go ireland soon.. will see how la.. and mich and i were discussing abt sandy and SOPS! when r u guys coming to visit us!!!!! WHEN WHEN WHEN!!! save up now and visit me la.... i seriously miss u bitches...... hahaha.. for 1 month, nv been out with gals to shop.. so pathetically sad.... =( everyone so busy, got their own stuff to do, and their own friends.. and i should say that i am starting to make friends, but really need to know them betterrrr.. takes time takes time.. waiting waiting...

well, corrine! are u coming to to switzerland and glasgow too?!?!?! nv see u online leh. haha.. bcoz u need to slp early, wake up early to go sch.. aiyo... so sian.. haha.. anyway, we must talk talk talk soonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.. is everyone using skype? use it!!! talk for free hehehhe

MY BIRTHDAY, I AM 19!!!

2007-10-23T04:24:00.000+08:00

hey!!

just celebrated my birthday last weekend =) =) amazing 19! haha.. firstly, i am so glad that my dearies remember that chungying existed in their lives =) haha.. u all actually bothered to read my blog and wish me, THAT'S WHY I LOVE U GALLLLSSSSS =) WO AI NI MAN!

okies, this coming week very busy.. got lots of work to do and deadline for coursework is coming.. soooo.. gonna buck up!

well, i had a amazing time celebrating my 19th BDAY.. even without my dearies.. LOLS.. hahaaa.. but if u were here with me, i will be even more happy!! so i had 2 groups of people celebrating with me.. my yr 1 friends and my sister's friends!

hmmm. i should post some photos up! do not stare too long at the pretty bday gal i warn u! hahaha.. well, it is irresistable =)

2007-10-18T07:23:00.000+08:00

Thats what a friend is for, when you r lost in darkness and searching for the light, to help you through those lonely nights, when everything around you fails, just hold out your hand, and i’ll come running, thats what a friend is for.

today had a interesting lesson.. not really interesting.. but it's fun anyway..
we got to touch ppl's hand and feel it, and it's part of the learning objectives =) hahaa.. and i was looking at my hands today.. and i realised that it is a bit swollen.. I GAINED WEIGHT! oh man.. so horriblessss.. hahaha.. sooo.. decided to gym tmr! yes yes yes! must must must! i need to burn the excess calories..

update sooon!

heyheyhey!

2007-10-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

so today is tuesday! seem like monday though.. anyway, HOW'S YOUR DAY??? =)

mine's still fine! 5.28pm now, just finished class and dont feel like studying now. take a break take a break~~ will do my coursework laterrr..

oh yahhh.. deariess.. can u remember why october is such a special month??? i hope u do.. IT'S MY BIRTHDAY SOON! i will chop u into pieces if u pretend to forget or naturally forget hor.. though not really happy to be 19, still send me wishes hor.. hahaha.. well, I am always 18!

and i miss home, and singapore friendss.. i remember how u guys plan everything for me and give me lotssss of surprises! hahaa.. and ironically, i am planning a birthday party for myself this coming week.. haha.. sounds so pathetic.. nvm..i will have fun!

feeling so lost, just living in my own world~~~~~~~ i hate this.

and dearss, I MISS U DEARLY =(

2007-10-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

hey hey! today is FRIDAY!! so fast one week is over =) time really flies when u r so busy with work and dont have the time to feel bored.. i just have the time to feel tired.. lols

well, i didnt study much today bcoz i thought i should take a break today and start doing work tmr, which is a sat =/ nah.. nvm. anyway i have no where to go and i think i should be a goooood gal and stay home and study =) so i shall keep up to my plans..

so i finished classes early, like 2pm today.. and went to a GP to get myself registered.. finally man.. haha.. after dragging for half a month.. and after that, went morrison, shop for food.. and had dinner at KFC! haha. Philip drove us down to bredhead(which i dunnno where) for KFC! and philip can be the next initial D jay chou.. lols.. his turns are so so sharp!

knowing that the night is still young, we went jonathan's house to chat and crap.. do stupid yet funny things.. haha.. shouldnt elaborate on the non-sense.. lolss

and after that, went zhiyang's place to play mahjong! hahaha.. just for a short while, and home sweet home =)

i guess my dears dunno who's who.. haha.. any foreign names here are all my friendsssss.. and chinese.. lols

and YES! i finally manage to talk to sophia!! so glad! love ya~~~~~

and i am dead tired now. i need a good rest and i need my beddddddd.. goodnighty ppl~

and i have this weird feeling, i dunno why..

how i am feeling........

2007-10-11T07:22:00.000+08:00

how i am feeling now.....................
1. hungry- i didnt have dinner
2. happy and satisfied- i finished my PBL notes on time and i still have time to waste(blogging)
3. uncomfortable throat due to the virus i caught a few days ago
4. sleepy- i always sleep early in glasgow.. like 10 plus everyday?

well, so overall.. today is a happy! day!! =) I learnt how to stitch a wound today.. interestingly interesting.. i did it on pig's skin and other artificial skin and i am so disgusted by the fact that u have to poke the needle into the flesh, use a forcep to lift up the flesh and den tie the knots.. welllls... so ppl! be careful and dun get injured!!! if not DR SAU is gonna lift up ur bloody flesh and poke needles into it.. WAHAHA

and i am feeling really hungry....... i should get some food now =) to be updated soon!!

=)

2007-10-06T01:42:00.000+08:00

hiya! haha.. this is how people say hi in glasgow haha hiya hiya hiya!

so from my hiya and all, i guess i am getting used to glasgow =) =) weet* and feeling comfortable in this OH not so foreign glasgow.. hahhaa..

and i made some asian friends, a handful at least.. but higher proportion of them are guys.. not many girls i would say.. hmmm. is it a good or bad thing? hahahhaa.. trying to befriend more people and be as friendly as i can.. especially girls haha.. well, my dears will know my temper =) when to be friendly and when not to.. LOLS.. >.< but usually i am nice mah! hehehe.. so dears, NO WORRIES!I am more den fine! i am happy *smiles*

and i am sick! i am seldom sick because i have a very strong immune system and many antibodies, BUT i am not used to the virus here la.. haha.. foreign country foreign germs.. and mayb asian antibodies cannot attack the ang mo virus la.. HAHA..
and to add on, i have new injuries on both my hands! They were GRILLED by the oven.. oh man.. mayb i am too hungry for my food or i am just retarded.. i was grilled twice in a week.. how clever can i be.. lols.. or how greedy i am =)

well, just sneezed, but i think i would feel better tomorrow after some rest!

anyone missing me? YOU! haha.. just admit it =)

will update soon! I MISS MY DEARSSSS!!

in GLASGOW already!

2007-09-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

hey all!!! blogging in glasgow! haha.. well, reached 3 days ago and just settled down.. started school.. everything is fine.. but still adapting.. haha.. with my good standard of english, really wondering when i can understand those ang mo's accent.. hmm. i think having culture shock! everybody speaks so differently, so friendly, and behaves so so so differently man.. and i am feeling soo inferior lo.. I WILL BE STRONG!

homesick.... talked to my parents a few hours ago and i missed their voices!! nearly teared when i hear my mum's warm 'WEI'(hello)..

and sophia and mich and corrine, I M FINE =) just fine.. will tell u guys when i feel comfortable in this OH SO FOREIGN glasgow =/ i miss u guys too!! haiz.. if only we all are in this country together, it will be really amazing... reallllyyy..

still coping now.. will update soon!!
anyone missing me? lols

How to file a complain and win!

2007-09-20T19:01:00.000+08:00

hey all!
haven been updating for awhile.. heh. busy buying and packing food, clothes, and many other stuffffff these few days. I AM ALL PREPARED to start sch! i have to admit that it is finally starting.... after the long 9 months break.. hope everything goes well for me.. pray hard for me friendssss =)

I read this article how to file a complain and win.. and i think it is really very true, informative and interesting! very suitable for me, coz i always like to complain.. heh..
so, this article mention that one should stay calm, remain polite, be flexible, act quickly and of course get the one with the most authority to talk to u. yep, to think abt it, u have to get your point over and get want u want peacefully.. and when that's settled, den start scolding.. hahahhaa... well, that's me.. hehehe

that's all for now.. will update soon!

2007-09-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

opps! haven been updating my blog for quite some time.. i wasnt quite in a mood to blog..

though through my previous entries, i encouraged myself and try to be optimistic for a new uni life, i am feeling sad again.

germaine, 1 of my ajc schmate had already left for endinburgh.. not close to her, but it is the sign that sch is really starting soon....... much sooner than i thought it would be.. sobs..

michele is leaving to ireland tmr.. all the count downs for her will come to an end.. so it will be 1 last day for her! oh man.. that's really soo soo soo soon! well, we anticipated and yet feel sad.. that's our mixed feelings.. anyway, i hope she will enjoy her uni life and study hard =) JIA YOU MICHELE!! ALL THE BEST!!!! and dont be so sad when u r over there, coz everyone close to u will miss u dearly, including me.. so, remember to be strong and independent over in ireland! u will do everyone proud with ur achievements and of course, being independent! I will miss u occasionally and u must miss me frequently.. hahaha.. LOVES U!!

always smile like this michele! (= (=

as for me, i will be leaving on 24th sept.. another 11 days.. having mixed feelings now too.. reluctant to go but still anticipates to leave.. u get wad i mean? i promise to study hard and give in my best.. always reach for the stars. because if u fall, u will still land on the comfy clouds =) i hope everything goes fine for me and for all my friends out there!

hey all!!

2007-08-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

hello people!

well, i am now back to normal mood =)

haiz. but i was thinking abt how to live with ppl,especially my sis, happily.. i think i might have a problem with this.. coz this is always the problem..
hmmm. i admit that it takes 2 hands to clap.. and i am also aware of my weakness.. but den i am trying to change and at the meantime, feel comfortable.. i wont want to change myself to suit others and feel damn unhappy.. u get wad i mean?

i do whatever the way i want to, as long as i like it.
well, i am sure most people are like that.. and this may seem like i am too pampered and spoilt.. however.. everytime i do something.. i will still consider other factors and if i think it's reasonable, i will do it.. and if another person see my doings as immature, ridiculous or wadeva, i will really be unhappy.. and furthermore, if the person impose their own opinions and principles on me and force me to follow wad they are doing, i will be utimately pissed off.. different people have different thinking and principles to hold tightly to. and now i am considered a grown up, 19 yr old to be. so, i think people should also give me some privacy and freedom and not be my mother to tell me wad to do. anyway, my parents will never do that. so, i thought abt it, my principles that i hold tightly to is: freedom and privacy-- which lead to peace and happiness.

and sometimes, caring and intruding can be really close and also result in extreme emotions, happy and angry. So, once caring cross the border to intruding, it's like love turning to hatred. How do we know where to stop?well, difficult... but i am sure that u can feel when is it. when u see someone feeling happy or sad regarding a certain issue and looks for someone to talk to, den u can show the caring side of u. but when it's something very personal and hides it away, den dont intrude. oh and if it's a person's habits(be it good or bad), and u dont like it and doesnt really affect u, den dont bother to try and change that person since it's the HABITS.. which means it's hard to change. well, but if it really affects u, den just say it.. and i am sure the other party would be considerate enough to compromise.

staying together is abt compromising, privacy and freedom. This is the best way to stay happily. Giving freedom and privacy, u would not see the things and doings of the other person that u think it's wrong or ridiculous, and u wont feel angry.

Well, there are a lot of things that u can do, but u might not want to coz the other person might not like it. if it's nevermind to u, it doesnt mean that the other party think the way u think.

2007-08-29T02:22:00.000+08:00

today i am quite moody... mayb of the weather and thunder, but well, doesnt really make any difference to me since i am always under the roof.

slowly, i shall analyse why i am feeling this way..

1. mayb because i got to start sch in one month's time.. and the holidays will be over and i will have to leave home and i will miss my parents and i have to make new friends and i have to adapt to that SO foreign environment once again.. well, i always tell myself to be optimistic.. really..

so, from this moment, i will tell myself that i should feel glad that sch's starting and i am not going to waste my brains away.. and i have the chance to study what i want and have a bright future.. and i am gonna be independent and be strong when i leave home.. and since my sis is with me, i will be less homesick.. and i can make new friends and learn another new culture.. oh man.. i must believe in what i said in order to have a happy day tmr.. well, at least i will try..

2. i am starting to pack and prepare for the stuff to bring to UK.. and i hate the feeling of packing... coz it's like i have to pack everything away from home,which also includes me.. and den my home will be quiet, empty and joyless without us around.. and my parents will abandon that OH SO DUSTY and QUIET roomss that i am using now.. nonetheless, i am quite used to this.. leaving home again... but i guess this is the reason why i cherish my family so much. i couldnt imagine the kind of relationship we will have if we never leave home when we were young..mayb we see one another everyday and treat them as if they are transparent.. or start an arguement ridiculously... haiz. i will miss my parents and i will spend more time with them when i am still in HK..

third reason why i am so moody coz i haven been out for this week.. and most of the time on the bed watching dvds and eating.. and probably think of all the negative things..

to make tmr a happier day, i will sleep early tonight and meet my dad for lunch tmr and shop around.. shopping makes my spirits HIGH.. haha.

so, i should be more optimistic in my counting down too.. i shall change the counting to:

25 happy days with family---left
and 25 days more for a new, meaningful and challenging life!

and yes, i am motivating u too michele!

16 sunny, happy days with family and
16 days nearer to a bright future!

2007-08-28T04:12:00.000+08:00

hey all! some random photos from my cam! enjoy!!

taken in FOOD ADDICT, sopp's sis's shop! well, the food is good and the cheesecake IS yummilicious~~~~~

SEE!!! I am so loved!
=)

wow.. look at sandy's seductive pose!

stay over at sand's place..

she says" hi, do i look cute or retarded?"

I said,

this is what i call CUTE! hahaha.. oks. i am so BHB =)

her love for the four-legged doggy!

me and serious michele.. =)

MR song hua the handsome and me.. hahaha

at east coast with CORRRRINE"S family.. i love the one in pink and blue =) and the orange too! haha.. the orange shell crabs are very goodd!

sunday!!

2007-08-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

heya! so today is sunday!! haha. finally step out of my house =)
went to alot of places today with my family.. first went to yum cha in the morning and den off we went to mongkok to shop.. and i saw many interesting people and events..haha.. shall list them
1. i saw how aggressive and fierce hong kongers are.. in not more den 15minutes, we walked pass 2 heated argument.. and i thought they are really ridiculous.. siao one.. haha..

2. i saw some sort of 'fa lun gong' protesting on the ROAD.. with policeman guiding their way.. well, i think this is called freedom of speech.. haha. i think it's only HK that's soo extreme.. allowing people to protest on a busy road.. causing the bad traffic, so bad that the cars are not even moving.. the only times when i walked freely on the road is when it is the big walk day.. haha..

3. i saw a group of people persuading public to bane death penalty.. and asked for our signature to support them.. and of course, i signed.. haha. coz my dad signed..
anyways, i think death penalty should be banned too.. coz it is cruel, unfair and also, ripes a person's freedom to live.. though the words i used seemed superficial.. but den.. after some thinking.. i still feel this way..haha. see ar.. firstly, if the BAD GUY really did something very wrong.. they are not even given the chance to repent.. and i think life imprisonmnet allows them to repent and this long torture is worst than death penalty.. haha... anyway.. just random stuff.. but my mum said they should die coz they waste the food resources and all.. haha.. well, this is a bit too practical.. but den this is how the society works.. and how the people survive in this society.. to be practical.

these are the interesting things i saw on one of the busy streets in Hk.. and den we went to another place for our steak dinner! yummmy!!! reall nice la.. with the bloody beef.. haha.. i am not scolding the beef.. but the beef is really bloody.. haha.. that bloody beef.. =)

really tired after walking for a day. so how did u enjoy ur weekend? =)

28 days left for CHUNGYING and

17days left for MICHELE hahaha. good luck gal!

2007-08-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

DEAR ALLLLLLLLLLLL, I am back to HK already!!

okies, i have to apologise to everyone in singapore that i suddenly decided to go back HK earlier! SORRY! FIrstly, to clarify, i didnt leave singapore coz i am bored! sooooo pls dun feel guilty or wad ok! I came back because i wanted to spend more time with my family.. i left 39 days with them.. and if i stay in singapore for sooo long, I will feel damn damn damn guilty alright! SORRY GALSSS and thanks for everything.. really..

I shall now start my speech: and in alphabetical order,

corrine-----

to my 7 yrs and still counting best jie mei,

thanks for all the times that we spent together all these yrs.. thanks for your patience, endurance, care, understanding, smile, laughters, jokes.. thanks for the friendship!! it's been 7 yrs and i am glad that we are still as close! many of my friends find it surprising that i still in contact with my sec 1 friend! although we went different classes, schools, paths and now, countries.. i still feel the strong bond between us.. we never fail to make jokes and laugh like retards.. we always find something to say and it's nv boring to be with u.. u are always willing to help me whenever i hint or ask from u.. haha.. THANKS! seemed like abit too mushy.. BUT it's from the bottom of my heart and seriously, u will love reading it.. again and again! =) thanks my dear and will have to wait another 9 months or so to see u again! haha.. but i will always update my blog and i am sure u will read it! i will read urs too! with lotsssss of love, CHUNGYING

Michele---

to my lame-est friend ever,

thanks for accompanying me when i was in singapore! u are one friend that is always free to go out and waste money.. haha.. BUT, we enjoy it! seemed like u are so loved by your family.. they simply do everything for u man.. u BABY! haha.. but u will get used to be alone when u r in ireland la.. OK! time really flies, and it's now 17 august already! another 27 days for u =) hahaha.. soon it will be 7, very very fast..

actually really glad to have u as my classmate, my close friend, my listening ears and of course my shopping kakee! u retarded gal always laugh at things that are not funny at all.. but watch u laughing make me feel like joining ur craziness! good that i have introduced u to ireland and soon we will be studying the things we want to =) here, i wish u all the best for everything.. haha.. and ur jeremy =) =) LOLS YOUR AS-CRAZY-AS-YOU FRIEND chungying!

Sandy!

i dun think she will read my blog.. but still i must blog abt her.. haha.. sandy see is the rich gal who shop like siao.. and that's how u got into flashimp to know SIMON DA GE! haha. thanks for sending me to the airport baby! really appreciate it coz u are like SO DAMN BUSY.. and still u spend time with me!! love this CHIO bu to bits.. although we werent realy friends in j1, haha.. but den u realised that there is a chio bu in ur class(it's me) and u want to befriend me =) i like ur determination in doing things.. and ur frank opinion.. NOT HYpocritic =p anyways, hope u can be a tai tai soon, and seing u around shopping at paragon.. haha.. must keep in touch u woman!

SOPSSSSSSSSSS

my dear sophiaaaaaaaaa! u are such a nice and friendly gal.. always fetching me to school! and made CWO out of my life.. haha.. and u always be my novena(my maid) no. 2 in sch.. hehehe.. always asking u to help me carry this, keep tat, do this, do that, follow me and all.. and go with me to toilet every morning to LOOK at someone..haha.. but wad else can u do SOPHIA! hahaha.. JOKING! u are always forgiving and da fang.. i like it! being friends for like 3 yrs.. nv seen u throw ur temper at your friendsssss! dunno u can endure ppl or u cant be bothered la.. hahaha.. BUT 1 thing i know is U LOVE UR FRIEND HERE! u xia sway queen! cry at the airport when i leave singapore!! while u cry, i felt really happy =) not because i am saddistic.. but knowing that u miss me made me feel loved.. and frankly, i wanted to tear while u cry.. but i didnt.. haha.. coz i was too happy to cry! yeaaa.. i will definitely miss u my dear and remember not t pon sch again! hehehe.. may your god bless you and your family.. and remember to keep in touch hor!! I AM MISSING U ALREADY! how i wish i can bring u to UK to study together.. i will see u not too soon but still in one year's time.. LOVE YA!!

FOOD ADDICT=)

2007-08-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

=)

heya! it's sat!
actually didnt have any plans for today and wanted to slack at home and watch my VCDS...
hehe, but i am just too popular among my friends.. =) haha.. only at 10 AM in the morning i've got another date.. hahaha.. so got up from my cozy bed and met up with SANDY! had ban mian and shop for a little while.. and den i went home again to take a nap coz i woke up at 10AM!!

yupss.. tat's for the day time.. and den i went east coast for SRI LANKA CRABS with corrine's family.. hmmm. was thinking for quite some time whether to go anot.. haha.. coz i know if i go, corrine is going to pay MORE for the dinner.. and i felt quite pai seh.. but on the other hand, i wanted to see corrine's mum and celebrate her birthday! furthermore, i realised that i would have to eat alone for dinner if i don't go.. SOOO>.< being the greedy me, i went.. haha.. ate ALOT OF FOOD and of course lotsssssss of crabs.. yummmy.. especially the chilli crab.. it's GOODDD! i love love love the sauce with the bread.. haha.. i prefer the sauce to the crab.. soooo stupid of me.. =)

had a fantastic dinner-THE GOOD CHILLI CRABS and home sweet home! thanks for the dinner corrine! sooo.. newton will be on me!

yeaaa.. going off to watch my VCDS =)

i am still enjoying this carefree life-------- but such days are numbered.. i got to start school soon! haha.. mayb i should start counting down

42 days left!

NATIONAL DAY!

2007-08-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPOREANS!

ok.. today is national day.. and almost everyone on the street is in RED.. =)
went out with corr, songhua, bernard.. and we slack around the whole day.. as usual.. firstly, we planned to fly kite.. and when we reached marina bay, we decided not to because the place is really crowded... haha.. SO.. we went city hall's marina square to eat and eat.. haha.. i must introduce the japanese ice-cream there.. i ate the dark choc. one.. its like not too sweet, a bit bitter and it melts in your mouth SLOWLY! YUMMY!!good.. i will go there again JUST for the ice-cream! actually took some photos with them.. but will upload it when i am back to hk.. and den we went to the mind's cafe! wow.. great place for u to play boardgames! really good place and it's very comfortable and many many variety of games! i shall visit there soon =)

oh ya... on tues.. i went to sakae sushi with michele! hahaha.. and i love sakae sushi.. ONLY THAT PS BRANCH! hahaa.. coz me and mich ate like alot of food just at only..... S$7.25! hahaha.. not because the food is cheap, but i think they gave us EXTRA discount.. hahaha.. all thanks to michele's discount card that BLURRED the sotong cashier! ok.. the bill should be around S$18 dollars and den mich show the SOTONG her 10% off discount card.. and to our surprise, he gave us $10 discount instead.. thanks thanks.. we will be back for another $10 discount our dear CASHIER! HAHAHA

oh and went queensway yesterday to shop around and eat IKEA's meatballs! nice =)
den at night, went sandy's house with sops to meet up with gary, szeloong they all.. played mahjong for a while and went home coz sopps is like falling asleep =p

oh and sopps took many photos with goldy(sopps call it jin jin), sandy's dog. and to my surprise, sopps admitted that she can talk to the dog.. wow.. wad an amazing dog herself.. hahaha.. anyways, will upload the photos when i am back hk!

ok.. had been going out everyday.. hahaaa.. and ate alot of good food! i still wanna eat chicken rice, laksa and newton!! anyone willing to go with me! haha.. DATE ME and make appointment with me =)

ok.. will blog soon!

singapore singapore!!

2007-08-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

so i am in singapore now! met up with most of my BUDDIES and i realised that i MISS their laughters! and also mine =) after not meeting for 2 monthssss..

okies.. I met up with michele on friday to get sophia's present(opps really quite last minute but it's the thought that countsss.. ) and we had dinner at ank mo kio hub AGAIN.. haha.. always eating at fish and co. o.o

and sat was suppose to meet up with mich, sop and sandy.. but den everyone got something to do.. sooo i just met up with sophia for dinner at her sis's shop.. haha.. was really surprised.. coz the food is superb! the pizza is good, the sphagetti is ABSOLUTELY a FOOD ADDICT.. haha.. and most importantly, the CAKE, THE CHEEESSSEE CAKE.. shoick man.. really irresistable man.. hahaha.. may the shop earn LOADS of money =)

and today, sunday, went out with CORRINE SIN! haha.. went to vivo city and took some stupid photos.. lols.. we went shopping at those more branded shops and realised that it's not our cup of tea.. true.. coz the clothes are really overpricedd.. so, today was window shopping.. oh.. instead, we got our facial products from kiehl's!! very very happy! i quite trust this product coz my second sis used it and her skin is flawless now! =) and i wanna have her complexion la.. so i am gonna try kiehl's products..

ok.. some photos taken at vivo city =) =) the evidence of our happy times!!

ME AND MY MODEL BOYFRIEND =)

corrine and me in the breeze!

Another one =)

this hat is perfect to protect myself from the BIG DAMN SUN!

PASSED DRIVING TEST!!

2007-07-31T01:56:00.000+08:00

hey ppl! i passed my driving test! yeaa.. i am super lucky man.. passed the first time i try! anyway, i will be back to singapore on 4 august i think! haha.. sooooo.. anyone wants anything please tell me asap ok! i can go shop for it =)

and today i realised that 8 months of holiday is over.. left another 2 months.. haiz.. and got to leave home to study again.. but still not too sad coz i think i am already quite used to it.. haha.. who ask me not to get all As so that i can study the med course in HK..

time really pass very fast... the period when mich, sop and i hoping for A levels to end and awaiting the long holidays..... unforgetable..everyday counting down.. haha.. and now it's like end of holiday for some ppl.. SIAN! haha.. but life has to go on =)

and sopps! i think u are really missing me like crazy.. always checking out my blog.. lols..

good that corrine is ending her attacment! which means more time to go out and waste money.. haha.. sooo.. do save up some money =)

oh ya and mich!! so happy for u that u met up with ur uni schmates and u liked them... haha.. and the best part is, u are still considered from one of the GOOD jcs.. and not"huh i am the only 1 not from HCI or RJ"lols.. AJC rocks! (AJ's chair rocks! i meant) hahaha.. just trying to be lame.. =)

ok that's all for now.. =)

UPDATESSSSSSSSS

2007-07-27T02:43:00.000+08:00

DEAR ALL!!

sorry for the late updates! had been spending the past 2 weeks with my family.. my whole family! sooo.. i was quite tired and busy.. now that i am more free, i shall update more frequently..

Alot of shopping and eating for these 2 weeks and i am really feeling FAT and lazy! haha.. but i really enjoy shopping! got to many branded outlets with my sisters.. and we got a lot of cheap branded clothes!! hahaha..

and for 1 weekend, we went macao for a short vacation.. that day really ate ALOT.. had protugese(however u spell it) eggtartsssssssss, and alot of free sampling almond biscuits and a reallly really good dinner buffet =) =) eat like siao.. and also shit like siao.. hahhaa..

some photos from my camera.. many other photos in my sis cam.. will upload them soon!

random photo-- mich and me!

heyheyhey!

2007-07-10T02:43:00.000+08:00

Dear all.. didnt really update my blog this week coz i was quite busy hanging out with my family.. yupp.. hope u guys didnt miss me that much! haha.. anyway.. i got to comment that the air in HK SUCKS! really really very bad.. it's like almost 37 degree C with the hot sun and the polluted air.. damn.. really disgusted by the environment.. and both my sisters also complaining about the bad weather la.. haha.. BAD BAD BAD!

so had been out shopping today and finally helped michele to get her adidas jacket! yea.. i got one for michele!! haha.. remember to pay me back when i come back to singapore! lols.. and i got some other adidas stuff and nelgene bottle.. i should say 3 coz my sis and ryan got the bottles too.. yupp.. that's for today.. tmr planning to go to another place to shop for cheap branded stuff =) our favourite pastime being cheapos.. hahaha..

well, i think that's all for now.. and michele, U HAVE BEEN MISSED TOO!! i seldom see u online one leh.. haha.. mayb bcoz i am seldom online.. haha..what are u busy with this month?

update me pple!!

2007-07-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

Had a really long weekend- sat, sun and mon! it's public holiday in hk coz of some special thing la.. haha. since i am very free now.. i shall summarize what i have done..
nothing special on sat because i wasnt feeling well and was in bed the whole day..
on sunday went to yum cha with my relatives and MAHJONG session of course.. hahaha.. whatelse can we do... our main entertainment is mahjong!
on mon went K box with my uncle, cousins,dadd and sis.. haha.. =)
i am too lazy to go into the details la..

i shall blog

2007-06-29T02:32:00.000+08:00

hi all.. i shall blog!
okies.. i havent been blogging since quite some time.. and i think some people are anticipating to read my interesting blog.. hahhaa..
my sister poyi is back.. well, that's the reason why i didnt blog for such a long time.. and not replying ur msn messages.. that pig keep on using msn.. and the internet.. dunno chat with who also.. is ALWAYS chatting online.. lols.. i shouldnt complain so much.. since i dun really chat on msn..

i will introduce my eldest sis MANYEE! she will be back from US very soon.. should be reaching HK on 5 or 6 july.. looking forward to see her!

i think i gonna stop here.. not feeling well coz i got blocked nose and i am having a difficult time sucking air into my nostrils.. lols.. will blog soon!

Is it because of you?

2007-06-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you

Because of you, I am lost.

hope for the besttttttttttttt =)

2007-06-16T03:47:00.000+08:00

as usual, was at home the whole day.. most of the time sleeping and eating.. but today was a bit special coz i exercise by walking down to macdonalds to buy my HI-TEA set meal.. and i treat myself with fries coz of the great effort.. which includes: washing up, change clothes, wear shoes and walking down.. =p SO LAME.....

anyway, it's sat AGAIN! time flies when u have nothing to worry about =) happy times is always not enough.. yeayeayeayeayeayea.. another 4 days i will see POYI! finally she's back to go shopping with me la!

yupp.. and michele confirmed that she will study dentistry in uni of cork or cock? haha.. i seriously cannot differentiate.. nvm.. it's in ireland and it's quite near glasgow =) i have planned to visit u during the christmas break!! haha.. pls be my tour guide =) =) oh.. and i have another friend(which is my sis TJC schoolmate) studying in RCSI medicine.. he's a nice guy and can introduce u to him! hahaha.. and michele! update me ur flight and time and date and alll.. I WANNA KNOW~

SOPHIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~ what r u busy with? Are u helping out at ur sis's place and giving tuition? update me man!

sandyy disappear as usual la.. i was chatting with her on msn that day and she didnt reply me! break my delicate heart la.. hahaha.. must be busy going POP and dunno all her complicated shit.. but i think she missed me alot.. seriously! haha.. i am optimistic =)

and corrine!! i still have lotsssssssssssssss of hair OK! hahaha.. what not so much hair!?!?! well, enjoy life and ur reports!!=)

I CUT MY HAIR SHORT

2007-06-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

OKIES today i am feeling happy.. I went out today to the bank and saw a shocking amount in my bank.. haha.. got about $HKD 7000 in my account.. yea.. but i deserve it.. i worked for it! actually the money was already there for a month or so, but didnt really bother to check my account coz i am LAZY..... haha.. now that i know i am rich TODAY.. i am already planning how to spend it.. =) mayb will use the money for travelling with my sis.. mayb to taiwan or thailand? MAYB only.. haha.. or just give the money to my mum la.. and den whenever i wanna use money just ask from her... i stand to gain.. LOLS>.< since i know i spend more than i earn.. like michele.. hahaha..

okies.. and i cut my hair SHORT! since the longer strands of hair tend to drop more often.. i have decided to cut it so that i wouldnt need to count the no. of hairs dropped.. hahaha.. that would make me happier coz i will imagine that my hair is growing and not dropping.. wadeva la.. hahahhaa.. talking nonsense again..

poyi is having her exams today! all the best and jia you!! will see u in a week's time =)

HIHI

2007-06-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

haha.. didnt really update my blog recently.. and corrine said i MIA-ing.. wad is that? lols..
okies.. had been enjoying some drama series on this website- crunchyroll.com. have many many stuff there.. and it's quite up to date.. go try it when u are free ok! =)

other than watching movies and dramas, i did nothing much.. sleep and eat and den sleep.. haha.. and i think i became a bit fatter.. aiya.. shall eat less and move more to maintain my sexy figure.. hahahaha..

alrights.. today is 11th june.. which means my sis will be back in another 8 days time! YEA! long time no see and i am hoping to see my pretty sis and not my pretty fat sis.. hehe.. i guess she's still quite the same la..

oh.. and i know how to drive!!! yea! and i know how to park the car parallelly =) sandy doesnt know how to and i know.. lols.. i shall teach her someday when i get my licence! will have mypractical exams on 30 july.. i hope i can pass the first time round =)

yea and i am woorking on 21jun-24jun at the jewellery fair.. i hope poyi can work with me.. it's quite interesting to work at those places.. see many people and things..

okies.. i have got nothing much to blog.. these are the things that happened during this week.. nothing much.. hehe

oh ya mich! have u decided where to go? very curious man! and sops! when is uni going to start? haha.. keep me updated plsssss.. i am boredddddddddddddddd

2007-06-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey all~~

today was not a fruitful day.. didnt step out of my house and slacked at home the whole day.. haha.. actually not that bad either.. coz i was thinking about many people and their doings and concluded with my opinions.. anyway, the opinions are really quite personal and may be offensive, sooo.. i have decided not to say it here.. haha..

anyway.. i was thinking how lucky i am to have what i have today..
reasons that made me feel lucky:

1. i have a wonderful family, with caring members that always help and advise me when i need help.. especially in my studies.. my sisters will always always always be there for me.. i remember how my sisters and ryan help me in my testimonial and personal statement needed for uni application.. i really really appreciate it =) thanks a BILLION!!
i have wonderful parents =) my father.. he is selfless and he is respectful to us! he seldom scold us and he tries in vain to communicate with us like he's our friend.. haha. at least i feel comfortable talking to him.. and we always joke and laugh together.. and he invested his money and his life on his gals.. so.. whenever he talks about us to other people, he is very proud! and i am proud of him because he is proud of us.. haha.. starting to talk nonsense again.. oh and my mami!! she's one that doesnt really nag.. she bo chap everything most of the time.. and only when she cannot tolerate the mess at home, she will start throwing ALLL my things(including my shoes) into my room... coz my things will obstruct her way for the mahjong table -_- haha.. that's my mum! and i quite like it.. and my father and mami is very loving and seldom quarrel..

2. i have many good and close friends that make my teenage-hood much much much more fun! tthanks to those who walk into my life, brighten up my days and made my lonely days in singapore much more lively! i am really blessed to know these good friends from sec sch and jc times...
my 7 yr friend CORRINE! we always gossip together and talk on the phone for hours.. and she always accompany me when i am sian.. and always invite me to her place for dinner in the weekends..i feel the warm-ness from her family and i think they seriously like me alot huh.. haha.. and den we took diff. paths.. i went jc and she in poly.. but den we still meet up quite often! CHEERS corrine!
oh ya.. still got mich, sops, sandy who made life in aj much much much less dull.. haha.. i shall continue another time.. i am sian of typing already!

TO BE CONTINUED---------

countdown-18days!!

2007-05-31T22:49:00.000+08:00

oh no!! I am damn damn heartbroken!
my daddy fell in the bathroom la! I can so feel the pain.. oh man.. he slipped and landed on the floor.. and he banged his head on the door and sort of injured his wrist and ankle.. luckily everything is still intact.. how i hope i was the one who fell.. i can still take it.. hmmm. he should be more careful.. haizz.. but it's a blessing in disguise.. think he will recover after a few days.. yupp..

oh ya.. i went out with my cousin meiting today! first time!! i nv go out with her b4 coz firstly, i am not close to her and secondly i am seldom in HK.. sooo.. it was a bit awkard at the start.. but den we started to chat more and joke once in a while.. i realised that actually she's really nice.. haha.. yupp.. surprisingly fun! so we shopped for a while for her prom night dress and den i got myself some nice, stylish clothes.. (but it is very cheapo) hahaaa.. nvm la.. nice can already.. aiya.. i forgot to take photos with my nice cousin! oh man.. i shall ask her out again to take photos with me.. wahahha.. since i am sooo free in hk now..

gonna have practical driving lessons really sooN! very very very excited man.. haha.. yes yes yes! SAU PO YI will be back on 19 june!! another 19days i will see my SIS =) GRINSSS

countdown---- 19 days!

UPDATESSSSSSSSS

2007-05-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

HEY ALLL!!

I realised that i didnt update my blog for almost a month.. and michele also asked me to update my blog.. hahaha.. OK... since everyone wants to know my everyday life.. i shall share with u peeps! and i will update my blog more more often =)

I am back from singapore today.. so i am quite free now in hk.. enjoyed my 2 weeks in spore!! =) =) I LOVE my friendsss man.. reallly had fun with them.. let me summarize my trip ok!!

went K box with corrine, songhua, bernard and edmund.. was quite fun seeing them but the singing is so little! next time should go for another package man.. yupp.. some photos me and corrine took while waiting for our food.. yeaaa..

and then i went out with michele for quite a few times =) and den we talked alot abt our uni and other lame rubbish.. yea.. super duper happy that she's gonna study in ireland!! hahaha.. at least my close friend is studying with me overseas..... love her to bits la ( that's so cheesy) haha..

oh and thanks SOPPPS for the cookiessss! thanks thanks thanks!! really very very sweet of her to bake the cookies early in the morning.. i tried it and it's NICE.. really not bad la.. hahaa.. it's really the thought that counts man..

and i worked at the food expo in singapore for 4 days! =) very fun! i worked for SUPER and the workers there are really F( funny and fat) hahahhaa.. almost all the workers are big macho fat guys la.. coz they got the strength to pick up the goods la.. they are the SUPER fat man.. hehe.. and we joked a lot while working.. sopps and sandy also work there and we enjoy it though it's tiring.. and most importantly.. i earned s$320 in 4 days! earn back my air tickets money..

oKkkkkKk.. that's the summary for my trip.. will update my blogg really sooon!

hehehe.. will be back to singapore SOON! =)

2007-05-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

yea yea yea! Will be back to singapore SOOON! *grins*i have not book the air tickets, but i am quite sure that i will be back on 16 may! actuallt 99% sure la.. =) soooooooo remember to jio me out okkkkkk... if not i will just rot at home.. lols.. and i will be back to singapore for about 2 weeks..

FAMILY UNITE! hahaha.. sounds so lame.. my SAU PO YI( 2nd sis) will be back from UK on 19june.. and my SAU MAN YEE( eldest sis) will be back from US on 1 july!!!!!!!!!! yeaaaaaaa.. super super super super excited man! Since we are all around the globe.. we seldom have the chance to be together.. sooooooooo.. this chance is really rare! and i really treasure it man! =)

my life now is the same everyday.. wake up, look for food.. den after filling my stomach, will find things to do to burn away the calories.. and den will find food again.. ahahhaa.. i am TOO BORED! nvm.. i shall spend more time on my driving written test(which is on 15 may)..

oh ya.. anyone want anything from HK? i can get it for u! tell me tell me =)

2007-04-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

heys! just a quick post.. uploaded a recent photo just in case the chio image of me is lost in your memory.. hahaha.. alrights.. i will crap less coz i gonna work tmr and i just came back from work not too long ago..

anyways, had a damn paiseh thing happened to me today!!! and i shall share it with u.. keep it to yourself ok! hahaha.. I sat on a chocolate stain while working and i didnt realise it until one of my male friend come forward to tell me.. LOLS.. he said it quite loudly " hey, i think there's chocolate on your butt.." den i was so shocked and embarassed! den everybody(almost 8 ppl with 4 guys and 4 gals) started staring at my butt.. damn damn damn it.. hahaha.. and that irritating guy continued by saying "who wants to eat chocolate?" OH MAN.. i started to blush like mad la.. of course, i went to toilet to clean the chocolate that embarassed me.. anyway, to think back, it is really funny.... HAHAHHAHAA!

joke of the day~

that's all for now! =)

OH YES.. I OWE CORRINE S$20!! remind me constantly pls =p

2007-04-26T15:56:00.000+08:00

hello!!

since i dont have to work today, I shall update my blog =)
Will start work on sat.. last expo fair i think.. which means i will be free on the weekends! yeaaa..

oh ya, i went for a job interview at disneyland.. and i have decided not to work for them.. hahaha. their pay is so low(S$ 7 per hr) and it's so far away from my house.. but the most crucial thing is- the bitch criticize me without using her brains(if she has one). I shall elaborate..
I reached there at 9.30am as told and i waited for 45mins for the interview.. abit unhappy but still gave a fake smile.. and den she interviewed me.. and den we started conversing.. and i was curious if they will test my spoken putonghua and english, so i asked her casually.. and her reply was " I wont test u, dont worry even if u cannot speak them." OH PLS.. I think it's the other way round man.. mayb it's because she cannot speak them properly so she dun wanna test me.. that woman ar.. BTH.. okies.. this is not the thing that made her a bitch.. hahaha. and den she saw my colourful fingernails and started criticising me.. I cannot remember wad she said exactly.. but the idea is that only bad girls and low- class and ah lian and no discipline ppl will paint their nails and it's bad image.. and den said " you are still a young girl, shouldnt waste such money." i replied" i did that for fun" and den stared at her for very long.. den i think she's awkard or wad and she started smiling at me.. i didnt bother to smile back at that bitch..
okies, so it's my turn to criticize her.. firstly, i think that she's too superficial.. how can she judge a person's character and everything just by appearance, or rather by the insignificant painted nails? so she's actually not a bitch, she's just brainless.. secondly, even if she has such a impression with painted nails, she dont have to voice it out and teach me what to do.. I dont need an outsider to tell me wad is right or wrong coz they dont know who i am.. even my parents wont invade into my freedom.. okkkk.. vent all my anger already.. feel more comfortable now.. hehehe.. i shall forgive that woman coz i have a big heart =) hahaha.. remember not to make me angry or you will be the next main character on my blog.. lols..

that's all that's all-----

oh ya, soppps, i owe u $200.. remind me when i am back okkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

my first job!

2007-04-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

yea! Finally experienced working =) haha, not that bad and surprisingly very fun! though tiring.. shall share more details with u! hehe.. My job is to give out lucky draw tickets to visitors.. and most of the buyers are guys coz it's an electronic fair.. sooo.. i got to wear some flight- attendant uniform and put make up to "attract" the guys to get my tickets.. LOLS.. sounds so slutty.. hahhaa.. but for the attracting part, i made it up.. haha.. they didnt want me to bother them, so they just get the tickets and siam.. hehe..

den i made many friendss in that 4 dayss.. happyy!!! my first batch of HK friendss.. for ur information, i have NO friends in HK before working.. yeaaaaa.. learnt quite a bit while working.. learnt how to smile sweetly even when i feel like scolding vulgarities at those irritating uncles.. and learnt how to communicate with ppl( including ah moh, indian, chinese mainlander, japanese, korean, south africa, iran..............) that's all i can remember.. haha.. and the best thing abt working is i earn my own $!! lala.. I shall spend it all to celebrate.. haha.. considering to buy shoe- cushion for my daddy.. it's HKD$1000(S$200).. he's one is wear and old.. but still stubbornly say can use... he just dun wanna spend so much on it.. so i will spend for him! yea.. i promise.. =) btw, it will be my first gift for him.. hahaha.. so i better keep my promise!

MY NEW FRIEND.. she's pretty huh~

I am the fattest among all~ hahaha

oh ya, den i went for another job today.. HAHAHA.. so stupid.. i worked for 3 hrs and decided to resigned.. i shall explain..

The manager asked me to reach at 8.45am, (which means i woke up at 6 plus) and the manager herself reach at 9.20am.. NAH BEI.. actually i waited until 9.15am den i want to go home le.. haha.. but den when i was about to leave, i saw the manager walking SLOWLY to work.. #&*^**&%$ i was super pissed off la.. the manager got no respect for her own staff and her own job lo. she thinks that only her time is precious.. and my time is use to wait for her.. hahaa.. sounds like i got attutide problem.. but SERIOUSLY.. so after bu shuangly waiting for 35 mins, some staffs started teaching me how to copy the info from one website, den put it on another website, den check one by one the details... aiya.. in short, damn bo liao.. heh.. so after working for 1 hr plus, i started going to toilet and slack.. and den i bui tah han, i asked one staff"what time is lunch?" hahaaaa.. and i escaped during lunch break.. LOLS.. i told the manager that i dont like this job, bye! hahaha.. and my mummy and daddy said i should have left at 10 plus and shouldn't wait until lunch break.. hahhaa.. funny.. =) instead of working, had hi-tea with mami and shopping! haha..yeaaa..

will update my blog more often =)

2007-04-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

yeaa! I found a job! my first job and u guess wad is it? haha.. super funny.. a promoter in an electronic exhibition in HK.. and i am supposed to wear some flight- attendant uniform and distribute lucky draw tickets to the visitors.. LOLS.. although it's quite stupid, the pay is high ok~! $50 HKD(abt S$ 10) per hour.. haha.. gonna work for 4 days and let me experience working!! heh heh.. I am worried that the uniform might not fit.. haha.. nvm.. i will pick the largest piece.. =)
oh ya.. i found another temp. clerk job in HK.. gonna work for 1 month.. and the pay is quite oKkk.. HKD$40/hr(S$ 8).... may be starting work on 24 april.. hmm. so mayb i wont be able to go back singapore that soon.. i dunno if i should take this job.. i am still considering..

Went yum cha with my godmum and her grandchild~ finally.. haha. she's the one who made me fat like a pig! hahhaa. she took care of me when i was young.. and i stayed at her house in the day.. den she would get all the tidbits out to let me eat freely and to shut me up.. haha.. and within a yr, i became an obese kid la.. hahaa.. she's a nice woman who dotes me alot.. haha.. she was utterly surprised when she saw me coz I looked slimmer and prettier(quoted from her mouth ok!) lols..
hmmm. i wanted to upload some photos.. but got error.. i shall upload it another time! that's all for now~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

heyss!

2007-04-06T19:15:00.000+08:00

hello ppl!!!
now that all my testsssssss are over, i have gt nothing to do.. seriously nth to do la.. I only realised it today.. LOLS.. i woke up at 3 plus today thinking wad am i suppose to do with the rest of my day.. haha.. and i couldnt think of anything so decided to continue sleeping until 4.. and den i started to feel damn hungry.. so went downstairs to buy macs for my breakfast, lunch and high-tea.. haha.. 3 in 1! after eating, i watched some lame show and fell asleep.. haha.. i am really a pig man.. ok.. i am going to do something worthwhile.. YES.. so tmr, i will promise to wake up before 12 and read a book, go shopping or do something meaningful like playing mahjong.. hahaha.. will contact the voluntary work agent soon too! though i lost their contacts.. heh.. and i will resume my healthy workout in the gym next week.. coz this week not convenient laz.. haha..

well, have to book my ait tics to singapore soon.. =) i wonder if how many of my friendss have already deleted me from their memory.. i will be damn sad if i know who are they.. especially those who are quite close to me during jc time.. hmmm. mayb they didnt contact me coz they are too busy with work and all.. and also mayb coz i am overseas so it is difficult to keep in touch.. nvm.. i shall take the initiative and contact them sooN! afterall i am sooo free now..
oh ya.. especially sandy!! sandy ar sandy!!! are u very busy? we lost touch for quite some time already.. HAVE U FORGOTTEN ME???

oh ya.. SIN PEI TING.. u seemed to disappear again! haha.. contact me soon ok! i am very bored.. entertain me.. hahaha.

that's all for now =)

=( damn IRRITATED

2007-04-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

hello peeps.. this weekend wasn't a good one.. and i can foresee that i wont have a good time until 16 April.. let me vent all my anger and irritation here! So, my relatives reached HK on friday.. and 3 of them are staying in my pathetic small house in HK for HALF A MONTH.. arghhhh.. this is still not that bad.. the bad thing is, my house got only 3 rooms. One for my parents, one for my relative couple and one for my relative couple's daughter- in- law. And one living room for myself now.. nah bei.. means i got to sleep in the living room for half a month! WTH!! feeling damn sian la.. wah biang.. i used to have a room for myself and the other room for me to put my stuff.. now i gonna take all my stuff out and sleep in the living room.. can u understand how i feel?

So after thinking for a while, i am not gonna suffer for the next half a month.. I AM GOING TO SINGAPORE ASAP! YES.. i am! i told my daddy and mum that i want to go back spore asap coz i dun wanna sleep under such adversed conditions.. lols.. and den as usual, my mum objected to it.. i dont understand.. she dislike me going back to singapore.. and so, i asked her y? and her reason is " i am afraid that u will be bored in singapore." oh pls.. i rather be bored den to have body ache every morning la.. and how on earth i will feel bored with my friends around.. =) plus that the objective for me to stay in HK is to spend time with my parents.. now that they are so engrossed entertaining them, they wouldnt even bother much about me.. nvm.. but i think my mum's main objective for me to stay is to entertain HER guests.. oh mum... pls dont torture me!! poyi, i finally understand how u feel the other time.. lols.
and when i told my daddy, he didnt react much but just said to get the cheaper airtickets.. yes, and due to his support, my mum got nothing to say and bo bian, got to give in again.. YEA!
My dad knows me too well.. coz if i am unhappy i will not talk and laugh.. and most probably just burst into tears.. so.. he doesnt want me to do it in front of their guests.. so he unwillingly promised to let me go ASAP.. =)

so gonna suffer for another few daysssssssssssss and den get air tics! oh ya.. my dad doesnt like me to switch on the air- con in the living room coz waste a lot of electricity.. so i gonna use the noisy fan.. see.. i am really very tolerant already..

feeling much much much less bu shuang after saying all that i want to say.. pls note that i am NOT spoilt or pampered.. lols.. it is just that i am not used to the sudden change and i cannot take it that's all.. yea..

it will be a happier day tomorrow coz it will be another day nearer to my flying off day.. haha. starting to talk rubbish again coz i am dead tired.. nvm.. enjoy ur sleep the night after reading this.. =)

2007-03-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

hello hello!
yea.. Finally persuaded my dad to let me learn driving! heh.. paid for the course today and will be having my writing test in May =) *grins* I am learning AUTO instead of MANUAL coz i may not be able to make it for manual.. lols.. and i have to pass the first time round coz i wouldnt have much time to retake! YEA! though my family doesnt own a car.. but just in case i need to drive somehow.. =) I AM HAPPY but my dad is super sad bcoz i am burning his money again.. LOLS.. i hope he can get over with it soon.. hahaha..

And my mum called back from Singapore today and told me something super stupid abt SOPHIA.. My mum met up with sophia to get my house letter box keys.. and den i asked my mum to treat sops LAO PO BING(wife biscuit).. and that clever gal happily went to collect it without bringing the keys la! that greedy and forgetful pig! hahaha. good for nothing.. LOLS.. hahahhaha.. I AM JOKING SOPS! i am not gonna criticize again.. lols. haha.. so they gonna meet up again i think.. hahaaaa.. i hope sops wont bring the wrong keys the next time they meet.. THANKS ANYWAY!! =)

Went to the gym today.. and bodycombat class.. i am feeling so fit now! heh.. Will go for yoga and pilates classes soon! oh.. thinking of yoga.. i remember a joke michele told me.. there was this woman in some weird position in a yoga class.. and den she was very tensed up.. so the instructor asked her to relax.. and all of a sudden.. a loud "boooooo" sound was heard.. HAHA.. the woman farted! LOLS.. yoga is really a good exercise! it uses ALL muscles in the body.. including the muscles in the asshole.. hahahhaa.. i shall try it soon! =p

2007-03-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

"Instead of condemning people, let's try to understand them. Let's try to figure out why they do what they do. There's a lot more profitable and intriguing than criticism; it breeds sympathy, tolerance and kindness. To know all is to forgive all." I read this short paragraph from a book and i was thinking abt it..

anyway, I am someone that cannot take criticism and will get angry and offended easily.. I am extremely sensitive to the words pple use, especially words from insensitive pple.. yea.. say i am petty i will scream at u! hahaha. I have to learn how to accept criticism and even try to thank the person that criticised me for pointing out my mistakes and giving me a chance to improve. I should be TOLERANT and OPEN TO OPINIONS.. i should get rid of my stubborn, childish and pampered characteristics..

However, is criticising the best way to convey a message? i dun think so because i dun like pple doing it on me and i seldom do it on pple. Humans are emotional creatures that like to be appreciated and hate it when others condemn them like they are total losers.. First, it will demoralise the person, second, it will stir up hatred btw them... So, i guess the best way is to be sensitive towards pple's feelings and put words nicely in such a way that u seemed really helpful and caring instead of being aggressive and ego..

*this is a random comment, not specifically saying anyone.. dun be sensitive hor!

HORRIBLE HAIR CUT

2007-03-26T21:52:00.000+08:00

went to my mum's hair dresser to cut my hair.. HORRIBLE =/ look like a super idiotic gal now la! though i look like one even without the hair cut.. lols.. that hair dresser was like cuting until so pro and i took off my specs.. soo.. i didnt know how she manage to make such a bad hair cut.. hahaha.. nvm. i shall nv go there again! luckily my hair grow damn fast.. so within a week or two i will look normal again.. heh..

yupp.. i applied to NTU and NUS le! and nice sophia is gonna help me pay the application fees first.. thanks SOPPPPP! i am really too much la.. always troubling her =p will give u a kiss when i am back! hehehehe.. i will be back on 14th april i think.. so if u peeps need me to help u get something or wad just tell me! i will shop for it and charge interest! =)

this week is a busy week.. coz my mum is flying to singapore tmr and i got to do some housework.. ok.. mayb only doing the necessary ones like washing clothes and... i hope that's all.. hahaha.. i am very lazy la. oh and i got to go for english classes and of course GYM~ =) lose weight remember? yea.. and my test is on sat... busy week!

that's all for now~~ ppl, enjoy your week! =)

F.A.T

2007-03-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

hey all! I am going to lose weight.. seriously!! haha.. Had been whining at home until my mum cannot stand it and ask me to SHUT UP.. lols.. she cook the dishes add sooo much oil -_- and den when i try to stop her, she will give excuses like "no oil not nice..." and all the shit.. den the oil in my body nice meh! fat like a piece of shit.. hahaha.. SO i am gonna go on a diet--- NO FOOD COOKED BY MUM--- gonna cook for myself.. so that i can STEAM the meat and BOIL the vegetable without oil.. YES i WILL hahaha.

oh.. and i am gonna go to the gym every alternate days.. i will i will i will.. haha.. so planning to lose 5 kg in 3 months.. very reasonable and i know it can be done! hahaha.. although there's no more sophia and michele to run 10 rounds on the track with me =/ yaaa.. last time when i was in JC1, they encourage me to lose weight la! SO SWEET loh.. haha.. they will like unwillingly run with me after school or after PE.. lols.den i know they very sian and tired.. den always bargain with me.. especially sophia.. she will say" dun need to run 10 rounds la, very tiring.. run 8 rounds can already" heh.. and three of us always go to Bishan gym to exercise.. THANKS DEARIES! I lost 10 kg because of them ok! i am so proud to have them as my buddies.. lols.. buddy buddy.. =)

Tmr going yum cha with my cousin, my cousin's baby and my cousin's mother in the afternoon.. yuppp.. and i am planning to go california fitness before that.. i hope i can wake up early =) okies, gonna sleep early den.. ~ciao~

2007-03-20T03:48:00.000+08:00

heys! I got the lyrics for this song- way back into love- =) I heard this song when i was watching Music and Lyrics in UK some time ago.. haha.. but didnt bother to DL it so i asked my friend to send me.. haha..i think it's really a beautiful song that has a nice melody and very touching lyrics.. I can relate to the lyrics.. this song is a reflection of me.. and I am lovin' it! ('',)

Way Back Into Love - Music and Lyrics

I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside timeto clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into loveOh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to youI’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end

Learn to love the ones that deserve to be loved

my life, my future, my decision............

2007-03-19T13:29:00.000+08:00

For the past few days i had been considering whether i should study medicine in Glasgow. I am offered a place in the universiy of glasgow, which means i have to make a decision to confirm the place.
I dunno if i should study medicine. First, it's very expensive.. the total cost for 5 yrs of tuition fees is S$300,000.. so if i decide to study, i must must pass the course, get the degree, and den be a doctor and earn back the money. And to pass the course, i have to work extremely extremely hard.. i admit that i am not smart and bright, i am just hardworking.. and i have to put in much more effort den the rest to compensate my 'not so smart' disability. so, it means that i will be under a lot of stress and have to work very hard.. and i am not sure if i can handle it.. but in any case if i decide to study medicine, i must handle the stress even if i cannot.. it's a large sum of money and i wont wanna disappoint my parents and waste their hard- earned money..

Another option is to study pharmacy/ nutrition and dietetics in Australia. It is less expensive there and thus less stressful for me. Not that I can drop out halfway, but the course mayb easier and the chances of failing is lower.. I have already applied to several universities and waiting for them to give offers.. However, there is a problem.. the semester only starts in FEB which means that i have to wait for another half a yr.. and they may not offer any place before october.. so there is a risk, a small one though, that i may end up nowhere if i were not offered any place from Australia.. Plus that my dad doesnt encourage me to study any course except medicine.. He thinks that studying pharmacy and dietetics is not worth his investment.. hmmm. i understand his point.. but i think that studying what i want is the most important.

I seriously have to know what i want to study. i am confused~ many factors to consider, any course has its pros and cons and the main problem is i dunno want i want!

But i know that if i want to study medicne, it will be in glasgow and not anywhere else.. coz my sister is there studying and it provides a guranteed internship.. it is the only uni that provides a guranteed internship out of the many universities i applied. yupp, and that is very important according to my dad.
If i want to study pharmacy, it will be in Australia and not Ireland. Australia is much much cheaper and i dun think my dad is gonna take out more money to let me study in ireland..

Hmmm. will have to consider carefully and wisely.. my future is in my own hands! and i can say this is my first time deciding on study matters.. From choosing sec sch and jc to choosing the subjects to stud in jc, it is all decided by my sisters.. i have no say.. and yet this time, i have to decide for my own future.. hmmm. will have a difficut time.. but i will make a decision soon.. =)

HAPPY haPpy HAppYYY!!!!

2007-03-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today is a super happy day!! =) =) =) oks, mayb not in the afternoon.. haha.. coz when i woke up, my mum told me a REALLY bad news.. she stained my new NIKE tee- shirt ()*@#&*@^ she mixed her black clothes with my light coloured tee shirt la.. and den still scream at me" next time u wash ur own clothes" and as usual, i gave a -_- face and didnt bother.. heh.. spoil my clothes nv apologise and still scream at me.. haha.. so i decided to take my revenge.. haha.. not really revenge.. but i asked her for more money to buy clothes to replace my NEW nike tee-shirt.. and mayb feeling guilty or wad, she gave me $$! haha.. so, i am not that bu shuang now coz i bought 3 shirts to replace 1.. lols.
Just now, like a few hours ago, i was checking my email.. and den i received an email from UCAS(organisation for uni application in UK) asking me to log in on the UCAS website in check my application status! I was damn damn sad.. coz everytime i receive email from this organisation, it's"application unsuccessful".. so sadly, i logged in and was expecting the word"unsuccessful"....
hahaha.. but den when i looked carefully, it's "conditional offer"! weet* hahahaha.. damn happy la and stared at the word again just in case i am imagining things.. haha.. =) yea yea yea! my sis is studying there and it would be nice being there with my sis.. at least i got someone to guide me.. hmmm. i am not sure whether i will study there coz my sis dun think that the system suits me.. nvm la, still very happy coz i got the chance to choooose! yea! I told my papa and he was very happy for me too =) So, it's a really happy HAPPY day!

LOVE YA for today only =p

weD!

2007-03-14T21:01:00.000+08:00

i was listening to my mum's conversation with my grandmother, and i am totally shocked when i heard what they were saying.. but i thought it was very extreme, shall share with u pple! my auntie had a fight with my uncle and den my auntie is planning to chop him.... really chop him with a knife! siao cha boh! she seriously got mental problem la. last time chopped once already.. den my uncle got a scar on his back! stupid bitch! I seriously hate her! oh ya, and now she still pregnant some more.. wah biang.. and the family have some financial problems.. den still wanna quarrel.. full of problems man! I hope everything will turn out fine.. and in any case, i think my uncle can protect himself la.. NO PROBLEM! If not, i can apply my kick- boxing skills to protect my cousins and uncle.. WAHAHAHA.. I AM SAILORMOON! hahaha.. jk la! okies, shouldnt gossip so much.. is their family problem.. not mine..

okies, today so usual, woke up at 1 plus =p
and den went to my dad's office to study =) =) remember? i got test soon la.. haha.. den like 5 plus, my dad wanted to slack and ask me have high- tea with him.. haha.. NO WAY! he's sick and shouldnt eat so much.. den i stuffed him with my digestive biscuits haha.. and he sadly ate it.. heh..
went california fitness FINALLY! haha.. haven been there for more than a month.. i wasnt lazy ok! i went UK and SIngapore haha.. yupp.. so i ran for 30 mins plus and did some other machines to tone my FLABBY BYE BYE ARMS.. hahaha!
Rushed home to watch my fav tv show.. HK shows are really more interesting den Singapore shows =P oh ya.. i finished watching GREY'S ANATOMY season 1 and 2! i wanna watch season 3.. but not out yet.. =/ looking forward to spend my nights on it.. hehehehe.. damn super good!

okies, i will sleep early tonight! i am gonna use my brainssssss tmr for ISAT test! all the best to me =)

random random

2007-03-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

Did you ever feel that everything was so right in your life you'd have nowhere to go but downhill?
I was thinking of this question for quite some time, and i realised that i had never felt this way. Mayb i dun feel this way because i am always not satisfied.. mayb i dun feel this way because i dun appreciate the beautiful things happening around me.. or even because i do many things blindly just to go uphill.. Nothing is so right and i just take it all for granted.. like i seriously deserve it.. I think i should step back and think what will be sooo right in my life.. hmm. mayb not now bcoz i am still far from my perfect dream.. having a career that i will enjoy most, having a loving family that i feel so comfortable in and seeing my dear parents enjoying life.. especially my dad. I hate to see him work so hard without caring for his health just bcoz of her daughters' future.. yesss, so now, going uphill and through the process, i promise that i will give more attention to the experiences and not just the results. Feeling very regretful for not doing so in jc and especially in sec sch.. =/ nvm, just very random thoughts.. dun bother understanding wad i wrote.. hahaaa.. coz i dun really understand when i read it =p heh

okies, taking ISAT test on thurs.. ISAT will test my critical thinking and reasoning.. haha.. so i cannot prepare for it.. firstly, there is no past yr questions and secondly, i dun have time.. it's on THIS THURSDAY and i know the test date just today.. lols. wish me all the best man and also hope that i can still think after not using my brains for so long.. haha..

yup, and i haven decided which course to choose for the unis in singapore.. dunno la.. it's so competitive in singapore.. the courses that i wanna take need like at least 3 A.. and a decent GP grade... haha. I NO HOPE for these courses la! nvm.. will apply to other less competitive ones.. haha. well, at least i know that i will study science related courses like biochem, chem, but nth related to physics.. haha. i DUN like physics! okies, i still have 2 weeks or so to think abt it.. so no hurry.. yupp.. will make a wise decision =)

Today, i am full of thoughts.. hahaha..and one thing i think is very true for me.. I seriously have difficulties expressing my true inner self to people.. not that i dun want to, but sometimes, it's just difficult.. see.. i cant even express how i am feeling now.. ok.. mayb is my poor language skills.. =p but sometimes i really dun speak my true feelings.. mayb i dun dare to show my true feelings because i am not confident enough to do so.. or mayb i am afraid of rejection.. i dunno. i am trying to overcome this fear in my heart.. haha.. another super random thought.. but i think some close friends of mine will understand =) ehz.. haha.. if close friends also dun understand, den FORGET IT! heh heh

okies, this entry is full of my rubbish thoughts~ but still, i am gonna publish this! I GOT UPDATE MY BLOG HOR! =)

interview~~!

2007-03-13T02:20:00.000+08:00

interview with RCSI(royal collge of surgeons in Ireland) is over! finalllY!
yupp, had my interview on sat at some high- class hotel.. haha, nearly lost my way there.. The interview went smoothly for like 30 mins, SO LONG LO and den i tried to act like i understand every word that he is saying haha.. coz he got this slang that is very not familar to me! =)
And being a nice and selfless friend =p, i called michele to tell her abt the interview questions so that she can prepare hers.. oh ya, we both managed to be interviewed by RCSI. i really hope that we can get the offer asap and it will be really sweet and nice to study together overseas!! heh..

Now that i am back from Singapore and the interview is over, i have to focus on my IELTS(international english language test)! i must must prepare for it and put in my best coz i paid $HKD1000 over for it! yea.. but i dont have to be so stressed up over this coz i passed GP and it's already sufficient to get into the courses that i want.. =) still,i will try my best..

I think i am missing my friends in Singapore.. haha.. so will be back sooooooon =) so friends, pls apply leave, take mc, just quit ur job or fire ur boss to spend time with me! *grins* it's all worthwhile OK!! heh heh..

I have plans for the next few months.. let me share with u!
After my test on 31 March, will go back to Singapore for a week or so.. most probably with mami, finally she's willing to go Singapore! haha..
back to HK, mayb get the driving license asap.. I HOPE.. coz my dad is very doubtful that i will pass the first time round.. come on! be more optimistic la! hahaha, my mum needs to re-take 3 times to pass doesnt mean that i will follow her foot steps la.. ooops.. she's just unlucky.. mayb not =p haha
I am gonna do voluntary work.. SERIOUSLY.. haha.. had been saying this since last yr, but den i am really busy mah.. got to fly here and there.. lols. so, i am sure and determined that i will volunteer my service right after i am back from Singapore. I AM DETERMINED! but anyway, i think that it is the thought that counts =p
i am going to sign up for tennis classes! yeaaa. i think i cant even hit the ball now.. haha. last time learnt tennis with michele in singapore.. haha, so fun and funny! hahahaha.. that time i remember i can hit the ball and play a match with michele.. den the coach is super ultra funny.. haha. and for several times, michele aimed at his 'father's day tool'.. ouch! hahaha.. missed those days~
i am still considering if i should get a job later in the yr.. but personally, i want to enjoy these long holiday and do wadeva i like! and ya, i think i will spend more den i earn, soooo.. dun bother working la. haha. but den i feel like a super loser, useless slacker coz all my friends are working so hard and earning their own money.. and i am like still spending my parents money without shame.. aiya.. see first lo.. but no plans to work now =p

ENJOY LIFE EVERYBODY! ('',)

YeAA

2007-03-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

HELLLLO!

Back to HK

arrived HK in the afternoon on fri, and decided to rush home to sleep! haha.. i was super tired coz the night before was enjoying with sopss.. =p sounds wrong.. haha.. she came my house to pei me la! so sweet of her.. haha.. OH! paiseh hor.. for wasting 1 hr 20 mins of ur precious time! SERIOUSLY GUILTY LA~

oh, den after like waiting 1 hr plus for me, we headed back to my home.. den slacked a while and and talked on the phone with dekai for like 3 hrs! haha.. although he's full of shit, i had a nice time chatting with him.. COZ he shared his personal stuff with me and i thought it was quite interesting =) haha.. den sops talked on the phone with her AI REN! but she didnt sound sweet at all.. lols.. she was so LOUD, talk so loud until i cannot hear myself talking -_-

yupp, and sops being a pig(usual her), she slept, looking like a pig too! hehe..

yea.. den i started to pack my stuff at around 3 am and den 5 am, we left house.. and to the airport!

sms-ed many of my friends to remind them not to miss me! haha.. just being bo liao as usual =)

Here are some photos with my friends ('',) enjoy!

SOPPS AND MICH! They are smiling so cheerfully =) must be super happy seeing me around!!

Corrine and ME! my lovely gal >,<

Why is ur face so RED? pls dun be shy, just a shot with a chio bu! haha.. or were u shy looking at the photographer(corrine)? hahaha.. =)

(",)

2007-03-04T23:45:00.000+08:00

hey!
I am now in Singapore! yea.. just got back my results.. quite satisfied, but i know i can do better =/ nvm, now that it is over, i have to continue with my life and hope for universities to accept me in medicine or pharmacy.. yupp.. actually wanted to apply australia uni with michele on 11 March, but den i got to go back to HK on 9 March.... so... we are gonna apply seperately.. SIAN..

Since i am so freeee in Singapore, i shall summarise how i spent my past few days =)

1 March

Arrived Singapore at around 12.
So as expected, i reached home seeing almost 10 dead, dried crispy cockroaches on the floor.. haha.. but i pretend not to see it, and started searching for slippers at home.. ok.. den settled down and decided to bathe.. and when i open the toilet door, it stink worse den shit.. haha.. i dunno why.. so went to the kitchen, take out all the soapy liquid and realised that there is only dish- washing liquid.. damn.. den i just dun care and use it to clean my toilet.. haha. coz i can't bathe in such a stinky toilet lah! I spent almost 2 hrs to wash the toilet and myself.. Actually Sandy and corrine called at that time, but i have to finish cleaning up before bitching on the phone.. hahaha.. soooooooooooo, in the end, i didnt manage to call anyone.. =/ oh, and i also promised michele that i will call back, but i thought it was too late =p

2 March

Was supposed to meet sophia at 2.. but as usual, i was late.. haha.. not really lah.. coz my watch was slow and i was caught in the rain =p heh.. okies.. so we reached school at around 2.45 and listened to our principal's talk.. was damn anxious that i didn't really bother who got how many distinctions.. haha.. waited for a while and took my resultssssssss.. weet! passed gp.. yepppy!! haha.. very glad coz i screwed up for my essay...=)))))
after taking our results, chit chat a while with my teachers and friends... but didnt get the chance to see and talk to some of them.. =/ nvm, den sophia's boss suddenly called to ask her back to work.. mailto:#@&#&amp;@%^%%$@^ SSSSSSSooooooooooooooooooooo, sophia didnt join us.. haha.. yah la, i know u tried ur best to think of all excuses to reject her, but of course the boss is the boss mah.. haha.. I DUN BLAME U.. SERIOUSLY.. haha.
den Michele, Sandy, Wilfred, Candy, Chee Kong and me went for dinner to 'celebrate' at suntec city.. happy seeing my friendsss.. =) and i think sandy is much prettier with slimmer thighs! haha.. just slimmer, still not yet slim.. WAHAHHAHA.. and i seriously love michele's crappy and sarcastic jokes.. haha.. HUGSS
oh yah, thanks corrine! for being so caring and called me just after i got my results.. haha.. dunno is caring or kpo la.. but still, THANKS! ;)
And i have mastered half the housework skills coz i learnt how to use that spoiling washing machine and mop the floor.. ok.. but i gave up after mopping my room coz i realised that i can still use my slippers.. haha.. I AM LAZY!

3 March

Met up with Sandy for dinner.. OUR HOT DATE! haha.. went orchard to eat and chat.. haha.. talked a lot of personal stuff and of course gossiping.. hehhehe... and oh ya, took some chio photos.. haha. i love talking to her partly bcoz she sort of know wad i am thinking abt.. and i dun have to say everything.. that sometimes i dun wanna say.. haha.. yea.. and i think she loves talking to me too coz i am just too lovely!!! hahha.. no la.. i guess this is called telepathy.. heh.. ok.. sounds a bit les.. but she thinks that we got telepathy also la! haha =) MUACKS~~

4 March

Was supposed to meet up with sops. michele and sandy in the afternoon.. but den mich got family dinner, and sops can only meet at 3.. so we decided to meet on tues instead! haha.. DUN PS ME AGAIN SOPHIA! hahaha.. u are breaking my heart hor.. haha. so went orchard to help my dad to do some stuff den went to corrine's house to bai nian! heh.. and we started to gamble and i won $$$$$$$$.. haha.. i am always quite lucky.. always win! hehehe..
Had dinner and auntie(corrine's mum) cooked my favourite dish!! i love her.. hahhaa.. she said she PURPOSELY cook for me ok! so i ended up eating almost half that dish =)
den watched tv and snack and slack around.. yea.. den home sweet home with my ang bao money the money i won! =0

okies, i am done updating my blog.. dun say i always nv update =)

u asked me why am i doing this to myself again, i dunno.. but i just thought that i should.. because i dun want to regret... and hope to have at least memories and not a blank...

Back to SIngapore on 1st MARCH!!!!

2007-02-28T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all~~~

Will be back to Singapore on 1st March, which is tmr.. heh.. Will arrive s'pore only at 11.30 at night.. which means dinner with michele and all is off! haha, but still nvm coz we will be seeing each other on 2nd March.. A LEVELS RESULTS OUT~~~ hope for the best!! oh man, really damn scared lah!
Will be going back to HK on 9 March coz will be having another interview in HK on 10 March.. yea.. mayb late March go SIngapore again since air tickets super cheap.. hahaha! see first la.
Really looking forward to see my friendssssssssss~~
1) wanna meet up with corrine aand XInying!!
2) of course my dear friends from 11/05 =)
3) and some other nice people =p

MUACKS~ see u guys SOON!

SNOWboarding trip photos~

2007-02-28T20:21:00.000+08:00

hey ya!

Here are some snowboarding photos..

group photo-

sisters ^.^

No joke.. it's REALLY COLD

Zhiyang and my sis with extra me =p

icy COLD water in my shoes #_#

me with zhiyang

photos taken during UK trip~

2007-02-28T02:30:00.000+08:00

Dear all! Here are some photos.... shall share with all of my dear friendssss =)

My er jie tagged a msg saying that "glasgow is NOT england, england is not scotland.. BUT both scotland n england are part of UK... n also, glasgow is NOT london!!!"

NOW I KNOW GLASGOW IS IN SCOTLAND~~~with the bear i am holding on.. heh =)

My act cool sis and the trying to act cute me! haha..

Some say we look alike.. that's fine... but some idiots say i look older mailto:!@#@#!#ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTELY NOT FINE!

First day in glasgow, very amazed by the botak treees..

In Edinburgh castle~

Scottish dance night

At town with shops that close at 6pm everyday.. -_- SO EARLY LOH

'scottish dance wear' guy and me!

The whole view of Edinburgh

*sweeetz*

I paid to take this photo!

Being retarded as usual.....

even more retarded sis~~~

Wanted to go for the famous haunted tour but ended up taking scary photos instead~

hoho~ life in GLASGOW

2007-02-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

hey all! havent been updating my blog partly because i am busy in UK and mainly because i am lazy.. haha. alright, shalll updte my life =)

UK it's really a 'fattening' country.. the food is fattening and the weather is so cold that u barely wanna move.. seriously.. haha.. hope i wont become a FAT ah bui when i am back!

the scottish dance nite!
it's a party organised by some medical students.. den learnt the scottish dance moves.. it's quite easy and fun! haha.. everyone practically jumps, hops and wadeva around.. and alot of spinning to do.. haha. it doesnt matter whether u do it correctly or not coz everyone is too high to bother abt u.. haha.. den there was this dance that needs some swinging.. haha.. den i was dancing with this ang mo and he didnt notice that i was that PETITE compared to him and he swinged me up the sky.. haha. scare the shit out of me la.. flying off.. heh.. really a great experience! a totally different culture from singapore and hk! oh, and met some chinese.. really nice ppl.. BUT i really dun get some of their accent..!! really.. den that guy was introducing himself and was asking me something.. den i keep on huh-ing him until he asked another friend " does she speak english?"and for that sentence, i understood that accent and i said YES. haha.. pai seh la!
den went to a pub to laze around.. haha.. and i got drunk just by drinking half a cup of beer.. so lousy man.. den i started to get high and started to laugh wheneva.. so idioticccc.. went back my sis house and gotta walk 30 mins!!!!!! SO SO SO SO inaccessible lar!

To Edinburgh Castle~~
FRom glasgow to edinburgh.. my sis and i took a 1 hr bus trip to edinburgh~ the scenery there is really good.. with all the old buildings and the botak trees.. haha.. went to the edinburgh castle to see those palace and wadeva royal house... hahaa.. was kind of bored coz i am really not very into those historical places.. but since i paid $30, i should at least walk one round.. haha.. den toook some nice photos and left that not very interesting place.. heh.. den we shopped around and walked around until one of my toes dropped out.. haha.. no la.. just wanna show the tiredness.. =p had dinner and took a bus back..
on the bus got a really interesting incident.. got 6 drunken man on the bus and singing loudly.. and i was awaken by their disgusting singing.. haha.. den the FAT bus driver was threatening to call the police and the arguement become heated "wad the f**k" and all came out the the driver still was very calm and asked them to shut the f**k up.. hahaha. courageous driver.. if i were the driver, i will just let them sing until they sian.. haha
den walked home.. while walking home.. it's realllyly really damn cold so i decided to wear my pull over with the HOOD and put on my scarf over my neck.. i know i look like a total freak but i just cant be bothered.. haha.
okies, den was walking outside a pub and den suddenly there was this ang mo guy walking towards me and pointing at me and said" hilarious! hilarious!" with that accent, i didnt understand wad he was saying.. and den when my sister was looking at and said i was hilarious!! super throw face but i thought i looked super hilarious too! hahahaa.. had a good laugh at myself.. was a fun day being HILARIOUS!
okies, shall stop here and will update my blog reallllllllllyyyyyy soon ok.. ciao~

it's FRIDAY!~

2007-02-09T19:05:00.000+08:00

it's FRIDAY and another 3 more days i will be in England hehehe.. really really fun~
So, i was out the whole day to prepare the stuff to bring over for the trip and also shop for my sis's stuff.. really tiring.......
I got some make up from shu uemura and the artist teach me how to put it on properly.. haha.. luckily.. if not i will look like a total clown with super red cheeks and thick sausage lips.. =)

not too bad.. heh.. =p

oh, and i finally went to the shop to collect the christmas gifts for my friends.. ok la.. i think it's reallly too belated for christmas.. mayb chinese new yr gift? hahaaaa.. it's the thought that counts rite? =)

alright.. the weather in Hk is really unpredictable.. it's 24C during winter.. and i wore a short sleeve shirt and everyone was like looking at me with that weird expression.. haha.. wad's the problem.. they cant expect me to wear a thick coat when it's so bloody hot.. haha.. mayb i am hot naturally =p hahaha..

Going to bathe now and having dinner soon.. stop here~ byeZ!

A happier day ^ ^

2007-02-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

It's a happy day today Sophia! haha.. as i promised u last night =)
I went to the gym in the afternoon and had a great workout.. suddenly feeling very light today.. heh.. probably loss some fatsssss.. haha. While running on the machine, a lot of things run through my mind.. really.. got many things to worry.. or mayb i am just being paranoid as usual.. nvm.. shouldn't talk abt it..
And my parents bought a message chair a few days ago and it's finally delivered to my home.. tried that chair and realised that i was too short (mayb petite.. haha). When it was suppose to message my neck, i can feel the message on my shoulder.. so lousy! hehe..
As usual, had dinner with my parents and slack all night watching tv..

I put in all my effort to erase you from my mind.. and when i was about to succeed, every memory come back all of a sudden.. i hate this feeling.. seriously. i will not allow myself to feel this way again, promise.

My first Post~

2007-02-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone, it's Chung Ying here!
Welcome to my nice blog created by Corrine mainly... thanx my sweetie friend =)
Finally took the trouble to start writing here.. So, will try to update my life as much as possible alright?
okies, i am now in Hong Kong spending time with my family ONLY.. coz i have no friends in HK(maybe just a few).. i miss my friends in Singapore TERRIBLY.. i know they miss me toooo rite?
I hope to be back as soon as possible ok..
Well, will be going to England on 13 FEB for holiday and also for an interview.. hope i can get through.. May go skiing with my sister and some of her friends.. let's pray hard not to break any part of my body.. heh.. it's really exciting =)
Will continue another time! ciao~

2006-11-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

hi all =D